now?â
âNow?â Jax shrugged. âIt is what I am. Blood servant to the sorceress. I cannot remember any other life.â He paused to meet her gaze. âYou are not Yvaine. Already I know the difference. Yes, I serve you willingly.â
âUntil I can learn how to release you.â
He set his mug on the cupboard and bowed. âIf that is your wish, sorceress.â
Amanusa scowled at him. Was he as agreeable as he seemed? Or would he turn on her the minute sherelaxed her guard?
Heâd seen her in her nightgown.
âYouâll sleep outside.â
âOf course, myâMiss Whitcomb.â He bowed a little deeper.
âAnd youâll keep your hands and the rest of yourself to yourself.â She was never doing
that
again. Ever.
Darkness overtook her suddenly, and pain. Her neck strained, twisting to turn her face away from the wet mouth, the teeth, the stinking, heaving male body crushing her. As quickly as the sensations swept over her, they departed again, leaving her shaken, shivering with sudden icy sweat sliding down her spine. She took a slow breath, hiding her shattered state. The memories would never be totally gone, but it had been a long time since one had possessed her like this.
âNo, Miss.â Jax tilted his head to look at her from his bow. He seemed to have noticed nothing. âWere you worried about that? About me . . . taking liberties?â
She couldnât deny it, despite her little, not-so-nonchalant shrug.
âYou neednât.â He straightened, blushing a little as he picked at the battered edges of her cupboard, keeping his eyes down. âThatâs part of the binding. I canâtââ He coughed. âHave intercourse without permission of the sorceress. Itâs the magic. The . . . Well . . .â He trailed off.
âI . . . See.â Amanusaâs own blush burned. She ought to be more comfortable talking about this, given her past, but she wasnât. âTruly?â
âTruly. I am aâa eunuch, until permission is given.â
Pity mixed with the relief rolling through Amanusa, knowing what she did about men and their affection for their private parts. Had the old sorceress suffered like she had? Amanusa didnât know, didnât want to ask. But the information reassured her. The man wouldnât have confessed such a thing if it werenât true.
She heaved a sigh and drank down the last of her tea. She needed to come up with a plan, but a plan for what? Did she want to learn this blood magic?
The promise of true justice, even the mere possibility of achieving it, pulled at Amanusa. And the hunger for knowledge, to
know
new things, burned deep inside her. Sheâd eagerly gobbled up everything old Ilinca had to teach her and begged for more, but Ilinca had none. Sheâd warned Amanusa against learning more, saying the Inquisition would notice a woman working any magic greater than these small spells and tiny charms, and they would pounce.
âWhat about the Magicianâs Council?â Amanusa asked. âHasnât blood magic been banned? Will they even let a woman learn magic?â
âBlood magic isnât banned. Not officially.â Jax shook his head slowly. âI think I would have heard and remembered if it were. It has merely been shunned. Avoided. Because it is womenâs magic. And because only the sorceresses know the truth of it.â
âAnd women are banned from learning magic.â
âThey are?â Jax sounded surprised.
âHere, they are.â
âThen we will go somewhere else. To Scotland. To Yvaineâs tower. The English council doesnât bar women from magic.â He frowned, as if trying to recall something difficult. âAt any rate, thereâs nothingin the charter to prevent women from becoming members of the Magicianâs Council of England.â
âThe Hungarian council bans them,
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