and I canât leave.â Not until she obtained the justice she needed. The crushing grief and horrible anger that had gripped her when she swore that oath had eased. What held her now was as much stubbornness as anything. She
would
someday, somehow get justice for her murdered family, just as sheâd promised.
Jax shrugged. He didnât seem at all interested in her reasons for refusing to leave. âLearn the magic. Thereâs not many whoâll dare cross a blood sorceress in her power. If they raise a fuss, weâll deal with it then.â
Oh, she wanted to. Wanted it desperately.
It wasnât evil
. Who would have thought? It was just knowledge. Knowledge about magic she already practiced in small ways. And it was the
more
sheâd craved for so long. Magic that held justice in its bleeding heart. She wanted it. But did she dare?
Jax offered her more tea, and when she turned him down, took her mug to the dishpan. He poured more tea for himself. âSo,â he said. âI thought I might begin with your roof. I noticed the thatching was a bit thin in a fewââ
He broke off at a racket of caws from outside, Crow crying alarm. âSomeoneâs coming. Not from the village. Theyâre armed.â
How did he know that from a crowâs call?
Amanusaâs gut churned, though she was grateful for the warning. This time, they wouldnât take her by surprise.
Jax was patting around his waist as if looking forweapons. He would get himself killed if he tried to fightâat least six of them always came together.
Dear God, how she hated them.
Amanusa caught his arm. âThey wonât hurt me. Nor you, if I tell them not to. I think.â She hoped.
âWho are they?â
âOutlaws. Anarchists. Revolutionaries. They hide in the mountains and plot freedom for Transylvania from the wicked Hapsburgs.â Amanusa began gathering her tins of dried herbs and jars of salve, crushing the surge of fear and hate that made her hands tremble.
Donât let them see.
âWhat do they want with you?â
âHealing. Doubtless theyâve got themselves into another fight trying to rob an imperial shipment of something or other and need patching up again. We have a bargain, the anarchists and I. I heal them when they need it, and they leave me alone the rest of the time.â
âWill they be staying long?â Jax stood to the side of the open door, peeking out at intervals.
Amanusa paused, realizing she hadnât explained, then went back to her gathering. âThey wonât be staying at all. They donât come to me for healing. I go to them.â
The realization struck her a fraction after it did Jax, for he already stared at her, horrified. âI cannot stay behind.â
âHow canâ? Theyâll kill you.â Amanusa tried to think.
Jax threw his greatcoat and jacket under Amanusaâs bed and yanked the blanket off it. With a kitchen knife, he sawed a hole in the center and popped his headthrough it. âIâm your servant,â he said. âIâm simpleminded. Treat me like I havenât the sense of a child and maybe they wonât mind me coming along.â
He scraped his expensive boots against the floor to scuff them up a bit more and scrubbed his hands through his hair to make it stand up as he let his face go slack. Dear Lord, the man suddenly
looked
like an idiot.
She stared at him in shock until the chink of metal outside reminded her of the situation. She plunged into her role. âIâll need a bag for myself, Jax. Itâs in the drawer under the wardrobe.â
He bobbed his head and walked awkwardly to it. âHere?â
âYes. Do hurry.â Amanusa turned back to her medicines, carefully wrapping the heavy jars in rags so they wouldnât clink in their wooden case and perhaps break.
Do nothing to anger them.
âI see you were expecting us.â The outlawsâ