smoke to our sun
plural wandering
as if the stones might know
how the brow of the hill
the bedrock
cropping out from vintage grass like a head
a fossil of
kind.
To be on the ship to have been on the island
to encounter the island
to suggest the island
a conceptual accident a version no more than a version
of sunset.
And so we come across the credentials of the moon.
An insubstantial but visible
more
its augmented sum
another guide or force
the difference between a guide and a force might be
between science and myth
or a teacher and wind.
I am thinking this after Garrett came on his motorcycle
and headed back down to the city toward the end of day
I had said if we omit the subject
and speak only the language of form
if the girl painting knows paint
and the boy writing knows words
but she has nothing to paint and he has nothing to say
how can meaning be made?
Form is responsive to subject
or subject to form
when they merge, content is made, content
is the merger of subject with form.
If subject remains only subject
if form is only form
there is no content, and no meaning
can come to those who look
or those who listen or to those who read.
These are necessary attachments.
to Garrett Kalleberg
SELF-PORTRAIT AS I AM
Not the law
abiding here, embodied, decorative
end-papers resembling Jackson Pollock’s
Painting No. 2
but
unfinished, pausing on the trek up the mountain for honey
an error on the dial and so
the person who no longer kisses on the mouth
the reason for that
visitor, as we are, moving through
but not wind
astonished at
wild fire this is an image of direction
so the songs go and so
fires
some ashes on paper, the sun
yellowish on its way down it has no sound the heat
abating is local
without spectacle
but the roads
but the roads are cool
traversing the expectant
one has witnessed it
it and other its all those
licensed to
proceed
from what speaks to what is the homily endorsed and heat
in the home stretch unmitigated by lost immunity
and the also lost injunction to protest
on the day reserved for protests, yesterday,
in the thrall of June
when we waited for the call,
words easily assayed in the forgiven, by way
of local trade:
I love you, I love you too
as if this were a fact with the consequences of fact
where one might quote Arendt, her dissertation on Augustine,
By desiring and depending on things ‘outside myself,’ that is, on the very
things I am
not, I lose the unity that holds me together by virtue of which I can say ‘I am.’
Or one of the texts garnered from the ancients,
something from Thomas, the disciple whose gospel was lost,
who wanted to put his finger in the Wound, who
pulled the beam from water.
Jesus said: If you bring forth that which is within yourselves,
That which you have will save you.
If you do not have that within yourselves,
That which you do not have within you will kill you.
When I was young I began to draw.
This was after the incomprehensible occurred.
A drawing of a creature with enflamed wings. I believed