I said, thinking. âJuliannaâwe call her Julesâis really sweet. She has an older sister who gives her clothesand stuff, so sheâs into fashion. Makaylaâs an incredible swimmer, and she plays the flute, and I think sheâs going to be president one day. Marleyâs an amazing artist.â
âSounds like a great bunch.â Aunt Shelby pushed Brunhilda off her lap. âAnd which one are you?â
âMe?â
âIn the group. Whatâs your identity?â
I thought for a few seconds. Maybe it sounds weird, but Iâd never thought of myself as the X in the group, or the Y person. âIâm the nice one, I guess.â
Aunt Shelby studied me. âWhat does that mean, exactly?â she asked sharply.
âIâm the one everybody trusts with secrets. Iâm a good listener. I stop fights. And I never fight with anyone.â
âHuh,â Aunt Shelby said, as if sheâd never heard the concept of âniceâ before. âSo why arenât you with these friends for the summer, if you never fight?â
I shook my head. I knew this was my chance to tell my aunt everythingâabout camp, and undressing in the cabin, and how Abi just got her âpd,â leaving only Marley and me. But right then I couldnât.
So I said, âItâs a little complicated.â
âIn other words, youâre fighting.â She picked up a stringy piece of mozzarella with her fingers, watched it stretch, then ate it.
âWe arenât,â I protested. âMy friends are all awesome. I donât know what Iâd do without them.â
âYeah? Well, if thatâs true, youâre lucky. I know I didnât feel that way when I was twelve. And youâre making friends here on the beach?â
I sipped some water. âIâm mostly collecting shells and stuff. And reading.â
âAll day? No social interaction at all ?â
The truth was: Yes, Aunt Shelby. If you donât count Tanner and the Two Bikinis, Iâm having no social interaction at all. But if I told her that, sheâd probably force me to come back to the store to witness her selling powdered unicorn horns, or whatever stuff she kept in those lined-up jars.
âWell, I met a boy,â I admitted. âOnce. He isnât a friend or anythingââ
Her eyes widened. âYeah? Whatâs his name?â
âI donât remember. Tanner, I think.â
âOh, sure, Tanner Clayborne. Nice kid. Heâll be a freshman at the local high school. His momâs a steady customer.â
âOf yours?â
âDonât look so shocked, Lia. There are plenty of women around here who rely on my expertise. And in fact, Caroline Clayborneâs become a good friend.â Aunt Shelby stood up from the table to put her plate in the sink. âBut Iâve been wondering something, niecelet. If youâre at thebeach every day, how come I never see you washing out any bathing suits?â
I felt my cheeks burn. âI just wear regular clothes to the beach.â
âYou mean those jeans? You didnât bring any suits from home?â
âNo, I did, but theyâre all . . .â I couldnât finish the sentence. The problem wasnât the suits. It was how I looked in them. How I felt in them.
I chewed my thumb cuticle.
âHey,â Aunt Shelby said brightly, in a âgirl talkâ sort of voice. âWould you like to go shopping together? Not even just for bathing suits. For things maybe your dad doesnât know how to buy you. Like the right kind of underwear.â
âI donât need any new underwear.â
âSure you do! And I know this great place two towns over, Winnieâs Intimates. Winnieâs actually a customer of mine, and also a close friend. She has a schnauzer.â
Oh sure, Iâll buy a bra from her, since she has a schnauzer.
âNo, thank you,â I
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