âItâs not too late,â she said softly. âItâs never too late.â
Those dark eyes went softâbut only for a split second. And then they were cool and watchful again. âYouâre an optimist.â
âAnd proud of it.â She picked up the leather-bound menu and set it back down without opening it. âIt matters, Connor. That you care about your son, that you show him you care. And I admire you for figuring out that you need to spend time with him, no matter how long it took you to realize that.â
His gaze was locked hard on hers. âI didnât figure it out. Not by myself, anyway. If my ex-wife hadnât demanded that I take him for the summer, I wouldnât have.â
âBut you did take him. You could have simply refused.â
He almost smiled. âYou insist on making me seem a better man than I am.â
âHey.â She raised her glass to him. âGives you something to live up to.â
He did smile then. And he picked up his menu and opened it to study the offerings within. She opened hers, too.
The waiter appeared when they set their menus down again. They ordered. Connor asked for a bottle of cabernet to go with the meal.
The wine steward hustled over to confer with Connor. Once the choice was made, the wine had to be tasted. Connor nodded his approval. The waiter served them each a glass. He left the bottle, wrapped in a white cloth, within easy reach.
The food cameâappetizers, salads and then the main course. Connor had prime rib, she had the trout. Tori found it all delicious, every last bite. If the quality was going downhill, she couldnât tell.
He asked her about her childhood. She told him of her motherâs early death and her fatherâs extended depression following the loss.
âMust have been a hard time.â
âIt was. But we got through it.â She spoke of her half brothers and her stepmother. âMy dadâs happy now. It all worked out.â
âWhat does your dad do?â
âHeâs a psychiatrist in Denver. Nowadays he does a lot of pro bono work, helping people deal with grief after the loss of a loved one.â
âHe would be the one to understand what theyâre going through, huh?â
âYes. He understands.â
âYou admire him.â
âI do. Very much.â
âYou were raised inâ¦?â
âDenver, mostly. I moved here about three years ago.â
âAnd you love it.â
âYep. I plan to live in Thunder Canyon till Iâm old and gray.â
Eventually, the talk got back around to CJ. He said, âMy brother-in-law wants CJ to go to work part-time at the Hopping H.â
âDoingâ¦?â
âWhateverâs needed. Dishes. Clearing tables after meals, feeding livestock.â
âYou sound reluctant.â
âI have been, yeah. But lately Iâm thinking maybe a job would be a good thing, a way to make sure CJ has a little structure, you know?â
âI think itâs a great idea. Teaches him responsibility, gives him a schedule he has to keep. And a little extra pocket change. Whatâs not to like?â
âWell, when you put it that wayâ¦â His eyes were soft again. Was that admiration she saw in them? Maybe so, because then he said, âI like the way you dress. In bright colors. Kind ofâ¦fun.â The way he said fun made her absolutely certain that there hadnât been a lot of that in his life.
âI like things bright,â she said. âAnd cheerful.â
âAnd optimistic.â
âYep. That, too.â She wondered about his ex-wife,about what had happened between them that it didnât work out.
But no way was she asking about the ex on a first date. Sheâd been out with enough men to know the red flags, and a guy talking too much about his ex when a woman hardly knew him was definitely a bad sign. Usually that meant he wasnât over
Jonathan Green - (ebook by Undead)