aide caught it. Dr. King ordered another EEG and a new series of scans.â
A strangerâs voice. That accent. âCaughtâ sounded like âcot.â Losing the r in âorderedâ and âanother.â That was known as non-rhotic pronunciation. She remembered this from broadcast journalism training. Losethe caught-cot merger. Speak the rhotic r . Never let anyone guess where you come from.
The mystery speakerâs accent was straight out of northern Vermont.
âHelp me with this EEG, will you?â Something jarred her head.
Knock it off.
Maâam, this is a hard-hat area . Were they putting a hard hat on her? No, a hairnet. No, a swim cap.
Swimmers, take your marks .
She could see herself bending, coiled like a spring, toes curled over the edge of the starting block. She was one of the fastest swimmers on the high school team, the Switchback Wildcats. Senior year, sheâd broken the state record for the one-hundred-meter breast. Senior year, sheâd seen her life roll out like an endless, shimmering river, with everything in front of her. Senior year, sheâd fallen in love for the first time.
â. . . always wondered how Iâd look with short hair like this,â said one of the voices. Shawt hay-ah . The non-rhotic r .
Beep. The starting tone buzzed through the aquatic center. Annie plunged.
Dry. Why was her throat dry even though she wasnât thirsty? Why couldnât she swallow? Something stiff confined her neck. Take it off. Need to breathe .
She floated some more. Water the same temperature as her body. She had to pee. And then she didnât have to pee. After a while, there were no more physical sensations, only feelings pulsating through her head and neck and chest. Panic and grief. Rage. Why?
She was known for her calm demeanor. Annie will fix it. She fixed peopleâs accents. Lighting problems. Set design. Stuck valves.
Lefty loosey, righty tighty . With the maple leaf key chain in her hand, she demonstrated.
âSee? That movementâitâs not random.â
A voice again.
âSheâs left-handed.â
Another voice.
âI know sheâs left-handed. So am I.â
Mom . Mom?
âShe looks the same,â said the mom voice. Yes, it was unmistakable. âI donât see any change at all. How can you tell me sheâs waking up?â
âItâs not exactly waking up. Itâs a transition into a more conscious state. The EEG shows increased activity. Itâs a hopeful sign.â
A different voice. âPeople donât suddenly wake up from something like this; they come around gradually, drifting in and out. Annie. Annie, can you open your eyes?â
No. Canât.
âSqueeze my finger.â
No. Canât.
âCan you wiggle your toes?â
No. Jesus .
âIt can be a lengthy process,â the voice said. âAnd unpredictable, but weâre optimistic. The scans show no permanent damage. Her respiration has been excellent since we removed the tracheostomy tube.â
Trache . . . what? Wasnât that like a hole in her windpipe? Gross . Was that why it hurt to swallow, to breathe?
âIâm sorry.â The mom voice was thick with tears. âItâs just so hard to see . . .â
âI understand. But this is a time to feel encouraged. Sheâs avoided so many of the common complicationsâpulmonary infection, contractures, joint changes, thrombosis . . . so much that could have gone wrong simply didnât. And thatâs a good thing.â
âHow do I see something good here?â Mom whispered.
âI know itâs been difficult for you, but believe me, sheâs one of thelucky ones. With this new activity, the care team thinks sheâs turned the corner. Weâre staying positive.â
âAll right. Then so am I.â Momâs voice, soft with desperate hope. âBut if . . . when she wakes up, what if sheâs different?
Jonathan Green - (ebook by Undead)