her. He made a right onto a road that was nothing but muddy ruts. âThis is the way to the Moose Head Ranch. Itâs about a mile down this bumpy road, so hold on to Jenny.â
The blackness was complete around them as he carefully threaded the car through the muddy ruts. The snow had stopped falling and as Rachel lookedout, she realized that her life was changing remarkably and with shocking swiftness. And yet, a sweet joy thrummed through her heart as she held Jenny in her arms. It wasnât her baby, but that didnât matter. Her other jobs as a nanny had been with older children. Closing her eyes for a moment, Rachel savored the sense of utter safety she felt despite the turmoil in her life. Was it due to Cadeâs nearness? She thought so. How handsome he was. And then, Rachel wondered if he was married.
Opening her eyes, she glanced at his hands on the wheel. He didnât wear a wedding ring. A lot of men didnât so it meant nothing. Wetting her lips, she said, âFor some reason, when I first saw you out there tonight, you looked married.â
Cadeâs mouth thinned. âI was married,â he said abruptly. Realizing heâd snapped at her, he added more softly, âI donât want to talk about it right now.â
Taking his unexpectedly grim answer in stride, Rachel realized that was a closed topic between them. Yet, as she looked over at him, she saw a terrible grief in the deputyâs eyes. What was that all about? She didnât dare ask at this point.
âIâm sorry,â she said. Her apology seemed to deflate the tension that had suddenly ballooned between them. Cade was like Fort Knox, Rachel decided: closed up and private.
Cadeâs mouth thinned. âIâm the one who shouldapologize. I was married,â he said, voice strained. âAbby and my baby girl, Susannah, were killed in an auto accident two years ago.â
CHAPTER FOUR
R ACHEL WAS TOO STUNNED to assimilate Cadeâs awful admission. He had lost his family! To some degree she understood his pain, like a knife in the heart. No wonder Cade looked so anguished.
His mother and father, Ray and Gwen, met them at Cadeâs sprawling three-thousand-square-foot single-story log home. It was nearly one in the morning. Rachel felt exhausted and yet super alert as Cade opened the car door and helped her out.
Gwen, a woman in her fifties with curly, short silver-and-black hair, led Rachel into Cadeâs home. Her gray eyes were sharp and filled with care. Ray went to the kitchen while Gwen took Rachel and the baby toward the back of the house.
âI donât know if Cade told you, but he lost his wife and daughter two years ago,â she said. Motioning down the hall to an open door on the right, she added, âThis was Susannahâs nursery. Cade just hasnât had the heart to touch it yet. Little Jenny will claim it now. Come on in, I have everything ready.â
Rachel saw the pale pink nursery with the crib andeverything a mother would need to care for her infant daughter. The crib even had a baby quilt inside. Gwen took Jenny from her. The infant was just waking up, her eyes half-open.
âCade said you were going to be the nanny,â Gwen murmured, gently unwrapping Jenny and placing her beneath the colorful baby quilt. âThere.â She straightened and turned to Rachel. âI think you should stay in the guest bedroom. Thereâs a door between it and the nursery.â She motioned toward the wooden pine door.
âBut I was going to stay at the cabin Iâd rented.â
With a brusque nod, Gwen turned out the light. A wall light shed enough of a glow into the room so that no one would trip or fall. âYes, I know. Right now, Cadeâs in shock. Heâs lost Tom, his best friend. Now, Lily.â She hustled out of the room and left the door partly open. With a gesture, she took Rachel to the next room. âHeâs going through a lot
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