the guardian. They had asked me because they came from adoptive families. Their adoptive parents supported their request. I said I would. I didnât realize it would really happen.â
âOh, dear,â Rachel murmured. Without thinking, she reached out her hand and laid it on his broad, capable shoulder. When she realized her intimate action, she quickly withdrew her hand. âIâm so sorry. You must be in shock, too. Itâs awful to lose people you love.â How well she knew. Sheâd lost her mother and brothers. It hurt not to be able to call them, to see them or to visit the farm where sheâd grown up happy and secure.
âIâm okay,â Cade said gruffly. âBut my focus is on Jenny. After Tom died, I was over at their home nearly every day. I helped Lily take care of Jenny as much as I could because I know Tom would have wanted it that way.â Cade shook his head, his hands tightening momentarily on the wheel. The wipers provided a calming effect on him as they whooshed slowly back and forth across the wet windshield. âI just never figured things would go the way they have. I couldnât believe it when I drove up in the cruiser and recognized Lilyâs SUV. Iâthis is just a crazy time in my life, I guess.â
Rachel sensed the deep emotions barely undertight control within him. âAt least Jenny is unhurt. And sheâs safe with you. Sheâll have a real father in her life and thatâs important.â
Running his fingers through his hair, Cade grimaced. âInstant parent. I just never thought of myself in those parameters, Rachel.â And he gave her an intense look. âIâm just glad you showed up. Iâm sorry you had to see that wreck. I know it will haunt you for some time to come. Jennyâs obviously happy and feels safe with you.â
âThatâs a good sign,â Rachel agreed, gently touching Jennyâs soft, unlined brow.
âIt is,â Cade said with a genuine sigh. âMy mother, Gwen, runs Quilterâs Haven, a small fabric and quilting store in town. My father, Ray, runs the hundred-acre cattle ranch and I help out on days when Iâm off duty. So, weâre stretched thin.â
âYes, you are.â Jenny stared at his hands. No wonder they looked roughened by hard, constant work. He was a cowboy when he wasnât a deputy sheriff. His work ethic made her proud of his responsible lifestyle. âJenny has a father who will truly care for her in the long term.â
Cade nodded. âYes, but becoming a parent suddenly is jarring. My parents are going to be shocked, too. Theyâll be happy to help with Jenny, but they canât care for her, either.â
âThatâs why Iâm here,â Rachel said, meaning it. Again, she saw the relief in Cadeâs shadowed eyes.His law-enforcement facade had dropped away. She was privy to the man, not the deputy. And what she saw called to her on such a deep level that it surprised her. Since the abuse by Dirk, Rachel had undergone years of therapy. She recognized the extent to which she was an abuse survivor. It had left her wary of men in general. Sheâd had a few men who were pals, but never a lover. Rachel wondered if she would ever be able to love a man. The scars from her marriage with Dirk Payson had been a prison sentence in so many ways.
âIâm sure glad,â Cade said, smiling. âOnce we get things set up, youâll need a car, wonât you?â
âI will, yes. In New York I never needed one. I can drive, but it was nice not having a car payment.â
âMaybe I can help you there. My dad has a small pickup truck he no longer uses.â
Rachel laughed. âA pickup? Iâm sure I can get used to driving it. That would be helpful because then I donât have to have a car payment on top of everything else.â
âIâll make sure you get paid properly,â Cade promised
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