lost my virginity for the third time that weekend.â She sipped some more. âMaybe we should do that again. An all-girl camping trip. And this time, keep it to ourselves.â
âCanât. If Billy ever finds out Iâm willing to camp, my life is over. Sleeping on the ground is about the only vacation we can afford.â She sighed. âIâm not fun anymore,â Julie said. âIâm a drudge.â Billy came up behindher and put a hand on her shoulder. Julie turned and looked up at him. âDid you touch her?â
âNo, Jules. Iâve gotten really attached to my balls. But if sheâs going to keep rubbing those tits on my arm, Iâm going to need a lot more to drink.â
âFunny,â she said. âHow much longer do we have to stay?â
âJoe has some fireworks,â he said.
âThere could be fireworks right in this room if I have to watch Chelsea gaze at you like a lovesick puppy for one more secondâ¦.â
âEveryone else is having fun watching her flag her butt and preen. Whatâs wrong with you?â he asked with a grin.
âI admit, itâs been entertaining as hell, but I was thinking maybe thereâs a Law and Order rerun on TV. Itâs a tough choice, but I might have to go with the rerun.â
âIsnât this just a rerun?â Cassie asked, laughing.
Although it wasnât lateâeleven or soâJulie and Billy said their goodbyes and left the party. They drove by Julieâs momâs house, scooped up three sleeping kids and went home. While Julie made sure everyone was tucked in for the night, Billy turned on the TV. She washed her face and brushed her teeth and crawled into bed. Before she could fall asleep, he was shedding his clothes, leaving them in a pile on the floor and getting in beside her. She could feel him naked and primed against her thigh.
âOh, Jesus,â she muttered.
âWhat? You wanted to come home early. You didnât turn on a rerunâ¦â
âBillyâ¦â
âTell you whatâjust for fun, letâs not fight. Letâs just do it. That always puts you in a better mood.â
âDid Chelsea get you all spooled up?â she asked him.
âChelsea?â he asked, laughing. âHow many years are you going to ask me that, Jules? I donât want Chelsea.â
âI canâtâ¦. Come onâ¦â
âWhy? You on the rag or something? Cramps?â
âLate,â she said.
He rose up on an elbow and looked down at her. âItâs not that lateâ¦.â
â Iâm late,â she said. âMy periodâs late.â
Shock was etched into his handsome features. Then dawning. âOh, so thatâs whatâs got a bug up your ass lately. Weâre caught again? We canât be.â
âIf we are, Iâm going to kill myself. Then you.â
He grinned at her. âWe could use another girl to even things out.â
âWhat we could use is a vasectomy!â
âYeah. I guess. After this oneâ¦.â
âBilly!â
âWhat?â
âWe canât have another baby!â
âWell, you act like this is my fault!â
âIt wasnât the UPS guy!â
He grinned into her eyes and brushed a little hair away from her brow. âI bet I know when it was,â he said, his voice thick and husky. âWe had dinner with yourfolks and you liked me. I didnât fuck up all night, which is a miracle, huh? Then after the kids were in bed, you liked me a lot . Kind of took me by surprise, but I think I stepped up to the plate pretty good there.â He gave her a kiss on the nose, on the lips, on the chin. âI did such a good job, maybe you popped about ten eggs and one of âem slipped right by that IUDâ¦.â
Her eyes welled with tears. âWe canât afford another baby. We canât afford the ones we have.â
âWe get by okay.