like no other time. Just how late is this period?â
âA couple of weeks. But you know meâ¦.â
âSo far youâve been late exactly three times. But why didnât you do the test right away?â
âIt costs seven dollars! And besides, I donât want to know for sure,â she said softly.
âAfter dinner with your folks,â he said dreamily. âI loved thatâthat was wonderful. I wish that would happen more often.â
âI wish youâd turn me off, not on.â
He grinned. âWell, that explains why youâve been such a bear. Jesus, there was no making you happy. Except, whatâs up with the wine? Youâve had wine.â
She shook her head. âApple juice in a wineglass with Cassie, thatâs all,â she said. Then she started to cry and he held her close. âBillyâ¦â she cried. âBilly, I donât want this to happenâ¦not now. If we were on our feetâ¦â
âYeah, itâs okay, baby. Youâre just feeling the pressureâI understand that. But weâll be all right. In the end, things always work out for us. Listen to meâI want you to listen to me now. We have something special. Weâve had it since we were kids, and itâs never been about money. Weâre not going to be broke forever, honey. But weâre going to have something special forever. I love you, Jules. Since I was just a boy, Iâve always loved youâonly you.â
âThis is the talk you give me when Iâm upset about being pregnantâ¦.â
âWhich is just about every time youâre pregnant,â he laughed. âIâm not a real religious guy, but these kidsâthey have to be meant to be. They just keep sneaking up on us. And they come out perfect.â
âYouâre a Mormon, arenât you? All along, keeping it from meâ¦.â
He covered her mouth in a kiss. âI must be,â he said. âMakes me so happy, watching you round out, get bigand moody. Please, Jules. Donât be unhappy right now, because itâs going to work out. Somehow, it always works out.â
âOh, Billy,â she said, putting her hand against his cheek. âI just donât know if I can do it againâ¦.â
âYouâll start to feel better pretty soon. Itâs just the first couple of months that are hard on you, then you feel good. And you stop being so mean .â
She sniffed. âI think Iâve been a little cranky lately.â
He laughed. âWell, no shit, honey,â he said. âNow love on me. It doesnât cost anythingâ¦â
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Cassie had trouble sleeping soundly through the night for a few nights, and then it got worse before it got better. Billy told her he checked high and low, talked to a lot of people about the guy. There was a real Ken Baxter, but he was out in northwest Sacramento and he was fifty. Billy had looked as far as Folsom, a pretty long drive from the Sacramento bar where Cassie and Ken had met, and he hadnât turned up another one. It gave Cassie the cold willies to think he had lied about everything; he made up a name, profession, tricked her into trusting him, all for the purpose of overpowering her.
âThe way I see it,â Billy said, âthe guy played off you and what you said and insinuated himself into your comfort zone. Have a couple of glasses of wine, tell him youâre a nurse and several of your friends are firefighters and paramedics, and bingoâheâs practically family. If heâd met an aerobics teacher, heâd have made himself the owner of a fitness center.â
âScary,â she said. âI wonder how much success heâs had with that modus operandi.â
Thatâs when she called the police and asked to speak to a detective, preferably a woman who handled rapes.
âHave you been raped, maâam?â
âNo, but I had a close call, and one of