Timmy was sound asleep in his bed, that Jody walked over to the bookcase and took out the bulky photo album. She sat in the overstuffed chair that had been Jeffâs favorite and held the book against her breast in the dim light.
For several moments she closed her eyes. It had been almost a year since sheâd last looked at the pictures. Twelve long months since sheâd tortured herself with the memories. Timmy was right. It was way past the time for her to pick up the pieces of her life instead of dwelling in the past. A sob swelled in her throat as she tried to figure out how she was ever going to give up loving Jeff.
âT hatâs Timmyâs mother,â Gabriel said in quiet, somber tones.
Shirley looked down upon the young mother and her heart ached. âShe seems to be crying. Whatâs happened to make her so sad?â
âSheâs thinking about Jeff, her husband who died,â the archangel explained.
âWhy does she torture herself this way?â It made no sense to Shirley that this young woman would continue to torment herself with memories.
âJody is the problem,â Gabriel continued. âShe continues to hold onto her husband. Before you can answer Timmyâs prayer youâve got to deal with Jody. She must learn to trust enough to willingly let go of the past and reach toward the future. If she doesnât, sheâll never be ready for the man God has for her.â
âBut itâs been over eight years, doesnât she realize what sheâs doing to herself and to her son?â
âNo, all she knows is the pain. Your assignment is to gently guide her toward the joy that awaits her and Timmy.â
âAnd you expect me to accomplish this before Christmas?â
Gabriel didnât look any more pleased about this time restraint than Shirley. âI canât spare you any longer.â
Shirleyâs wings stretched to their full reach, then folded over themselves once more. Sheâd assumed this would be a cushy assignment. After all, sheâd only been serving as a prayer ambassador for a short while. The other cases sheâd been given had been far less complicated.
âI . . . might not be able to help her,â Shirley murmured.
âApparently God the Father feels otherwise, or He wouldnât have personally requested you for Timmyâs prayer.â
âBut how can I reach Jody when others have failed? How can I show her she doesnât have to stop loving Jeff, only open up her heart and her life to the love God has ready and waiting for her?â
âYouâll think of something, only . . .â Gabriel hesitated and leveled his strict gaze on her. âYouâre not to pull the tricks you have in the past, understand?â
âYes,â Shirley agreed. âI wonât misplace a single thing,â she promised.
âThatâs what Goodness and Mercy told me earlier. I donât know what it is about you three, but you worry me more than all the other prayer ambassadors combined.â He wiped his hand across his face, and briefly closed his eyes. âJust do your level best to stay out of trouble.â
C het Costello sat down at the bar in the Blue Goose and ordered a cold draft beer. He glanced over his shoulder to be sure that pesky little missionary hadnât decided to follow him inside. Seldom had he met a more aggravating woman.
âWhatâs plaguing you?â Lou asked from the other side of the bar. He polished the mahogany surface with a clean rag, his hand making wide circular movements as he studied Chet. âYou look like youâve lost your best friend.â
âYou would too if youâd sat up all night in the cold.â
âYou were on a case?â
âNo,â Chet returned sarcastically, âI enjoy spending my nights in a freezing car peeking at a couple through binoculars. These infidelity cases have always thrilled me.â
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