need to bite my head off.â
âThen donât ask stupid questions.â His little run-in with the do-gooder hadnât done anything to improve his mood. Heâd encountered a hundred pious souls just like her over the years, each one convinced he needed to be saved from himself. Heâd had it with that religious garbage years ago, and hadnât darkened the door of a church since his mother had died ten years earlier. He had no intention of changing his ways now.
He laughed out loud, the sound echoing like a sonic boom around the almost empty bar.
âWhatâs so funny?â Lou asked, eager to share in the humor.
Chet paused, the beer bottle poised in front of his mouth. âShe said there were better ways of settling problems than booze.â
âWho?â Lou asked, bracing both hands against the edge of the bar and grinning, waiting for an explanation.
âNever mind.â Chet wasnât in the mood to talk. Sheâd gotten under his skin, he realized, somewhat surprised. What was her name again? Marcia, no Monica. With her clear, dark eyes and her prim and proper ways, she was desperate to save him from the clutches of demon alcohol.
Part of the problem was how good sheâd felt in his arms, all soft and feminine. The last time heâd held a woman had been . . . longer than he cared to think about, Chet realized. It was this job, he decided, that soured him on relationships. No one was faithful anymore, not according to the statistics heâd collected. The child custody cases were the worst and heâd sworn off those. After heâd left the police department years earlier, heâd floundered for a bit before deciding to work as a private investigator. What a crock of bull this had turned out to be. The time was fast approaching when heâd need to find something else. He wouldnât go back to the force, not after Tomâs death. He didnât trust himself, not anymore. His partner had gotten killed, and Chet had accepted responsibility for the loss of his friend. The incident continued to haunt him. There were certain things in life a man didnât put behind him, and this was one.
For reasons he couldnât explain, the erstwhile missionary drifted back into his mind, with her warm, pleading gaze and her soft, sweet mouth.
âYou know, what she really needs is to be kissed,â he said aloud. âNone of this pansy stuff of holding hands and gazing longingly into each otherâs eyes either.â
Lou glanced his way and without comment continued to polish the sleek wooden surface of the bar. After a moment, he paused and scratched his head. âYou looking to talk?â he asked.
âHell, no.â
âThatâs what I thought.â The bartender resumed his task.
Remembering the way sheâd flung herself against the tavern door produced another burst of laughter. The buttons of her jacket had strained with the effort until she resembled a martyr tied to the stake. She had nice, full breasts, although heaven knew she did everything she could to disguise the fact that she was a woman. If he ever did have the opportunity to kiss her, which was highly unlikely, the first thing heâd do was pull the pins from her hair. It was a travesty to keep it twisted away from her face that way. Sheâd have thick, luxuriant hair and heâd run his fingers through it. He imagined sheâd put up a fuss at that. Anything remotely related to sensual pleasure was sure to be sin, pure, unadulterated sin.
Chet knew her type. The mission house down the street from his office was filled with do-gooders thinking their efforts with the derelicts and vagrants was going to make a difference. Chet felt sorry for them more than he did the street people they struggled to reach with their message.
Then why couldnât he stop thinking about her? The hell if he knew. The hell if he cared. One consolation, he wasnât likely to
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