Which meant he had no end of patience. He might have to kick a tree, soon and hard, but he could hold on to his patience until then or die trying. âIf you donât want to get rid of it, then you have to find a way to make it viable. I really donât think your sister could identify the front end of a tractor from the backââ
âDonât you start on my sister again.â
âBut I do know your dad always kept two Masseys in the barn. The farmer your dad hired when he retiredâFilbert Green, wasnât it?âhe used to keep them well maintenanced, at least until your sis kicked him out of the job. If you want me to check them outââ
âI donât.â
âYeah, I agree, thereâs only so much tractors can do for you in this situation. Iâm afraid what youâve got is a ton of handwork. Iâve got a crew trimming my apples, wonât be done for a couple more weeks. And theyâd have to be taught what to do with the lavender. They wouldnât have a clue, but theyâre dependable, steady. If you want the bodiesââ
âThat wonât be necessary, since I wonât be having any strangers on the farm. I donât want your crew. Donât want anyoneâs crew. Donât want anyoneâs help or advice. Now, damn it, Pete, stop being nice to me! â
She whirled around to stomp off, tripped on her sagging jean hem, yanked up her trousers and then stomped off.
Pete didnât grinâthere wasnât a damn thing funny about what shape that woman was inâbut he did stand there, thoughtfully stroking his chin.
Camille had to think he was the most obnoxious jerk to ever cross her pathâsince sheâd done everything but stand on her head to make him butt out. She didnât want help. That was obvious. She didnât want a friend. That was obvious, too.
But sheâd at least roused enough to snap at him. According to her sister, that was major progress.
When a man found a wounded deer in the road, he didnât just drive by. At least a MacDougal didnât. That woman was so wounded she was over her head, sick with it, sad with it, in a rage with it. And no, she wasnâthis problem, but it had been so long since a woman touched himâmuch less snagged a feeling from his heartâthat Pete was unwilling to walk away. At least not yet.
For her sake, but just maybe, for his, too.
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Camille woke up to a damp pillow, sore eyes, mental flashes in her mind of a dark alley, her screaming, Robert, the blood, the three faces of drug-crazed kids, the sick feeling of terrorâ¦
Same old same old.
She crawled out of bed and took her exasperated scowl into the bathroom. Sheâd just started to wash the sleep from her eyes when she suddenly heard an odd sound, coming from somewhere close to the front porch outside. A growl? Like an animal growl?
When she didnât hear it again, she assumed that sheâd imagined the sound. Still, once she tugged on a sweatshirt and jeans, she glanced out the murky window in the living roomâand then almost dropped the socks in her hand. As fast as she could cram on shoes, she yanked open the door.
There was a dog, tied by a rope to the maple tree. The instant it saw her, the dog sprang to its feet and lunged, starting a teeth-baring, vicious, snarling and barking routine. If it hadnât been snugly tied, Camille was pretty sure it would have been happy to tear out her throat.
Considering she was afraid of almost everything these days, she wasnât sure why the dog didnât terrify her. Possibly it was because the poor thing just looked so pitiful. It had the look of a full-blooded German shepherdâbut it had obviously fallen on disastrous times. Its skinny ribs showed. Its right ear had a nip.The eyes were rheumy, the golden-brown coat crusted with old mud.
âTake it easy, take it easy,â she coaxed. But the dog showed no