hereââ
Without turning toward him, she lifted a finger in the air. Thankfully, Pete loved a woman who could communicate without words, so he just grinned. Until he realized that she was still staring at the long stretch of wasted, woebegone fields with a determined squint in her eyes.
âWhoa. Donât even start thinking it, Cam. You canât do it. Not alone. No one could.â
Finally she turned, and tipped those river-deep eyes at him. âWere you under the impression I was asking your opinion about anything?â
So sassy. So rude. So much fury.
He was tempted to kiss her. Not a little kiss, and not an old-neighbor friendly peck, either. A kiss that mightshake through her anger. A kiss that might touch some of that fierce, sharp loneliness. A kiss that might make him feel betterâbecause right now it ripped raw to watch his beautiful Camille hurting and not have the first clue how to help her.
The impulse to kiss her invaded his mind for several long seconds and stung there like a mosquito bite, itching, swelling, daring him to scratch it. Then, thank God, he came to his senses. Certainly he had his stone-headed momentsâdidnât everybody?âbut Pete wasnât usually troubled by lunacy.
He zoned on something concrete and practical as fast as he could get the words out. âSo, Camâ¦exactly what do you know about growing lavender?â
âWellâ¦everyone in the family knows a little, because my mom loved it so much. She always grew enough to make sachets and soap and dried flower arrangements, that kind of thing. And Violetâshe knows the recipes, all this unusual stuff about how to use lavender as a spice. And Daisyâs been living in France for several years nowâshe knows more than both of us, because sheâs around Provence and the perfume industry, so sheâs learned how lavenderâs used as a perfume ingredient and all that.â She added, âBut what I personally know about growing lavender would fill a thimble. Assuming the thimble were extra small.â
âSo you know not to try and tackle all these acres by yourself.â He just had to be sure she wasnât going to do anything crazy. Then he could leave. And he badly wanted to leave, before he had another damn-fool impulse to kiss her. God knew what was wrong with him. Maybe he needed an aspirin or some prune juice. For damn sure, he was going to dose himself with something when he got homeâbut first he neededto be certain she wasnât determined to dive off the deep end into a brick pool.
âPete MacDougal. Do you really have nothing better to do than stand around and bug me? Donât you have a few hundred acres of apples that need pruning or trimming or something?â
âIâve got the orchards. Iâve also got twinsâtwo teenage sonsâthat Iâm raising without their mother. And even though everyone in White Hills think Iâm a farmer, Iâve been doing translating work for Langley for a half-dozen years now, full-time. And then thereâs my dad, whoâs been as pleasant as a porcupine ever since my mother died.â He didnât suspect she wanted to hear any of that, but he figured heâd better give her a frame for his life. Otherwise she had an excuse for still treating him like a half stranger. âAll of which is to say, donât waste your breath being crabby with me. Iâve got people who can out-crabby you any day of the week, so letâs get back to our conversationââ
âWeâre not having a conversation.â
âOh, yeah, we are. Weâre talking about finding a solution for that twenty acres of lavender out there. One possibilityâand the simplest oneâis a bulldozer. I donât know if you knew Hal Wolskeââ
âIâm not looking for a bulldozer. Or for help.â
âOkay.â He reminded himself that he came from strong Scots stock.
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