âProblems?â
âNothing out of the ordinary.â
âGood, âcause I need your help.â
âUh-oh. Your group again?â
âYeah. I have this seminar to give tonight, and if I donât spend some time preparing, Iâm going to make an ass of myself.â
Caroline could believe that. Peter was wonderful with individual clients, even group-therapy sessions, but he tended to clutch when it came to formal deliveries. It didnât surprise her that heâd waited until the last minute to prepare. It was a phenomenon called push-it-out-of-your-mind-until-youâre-up-against-the-wall.
âIâll take the group,â she said. Sheâd done it before. She never minded filling in for one of her partners, if only for the solace it gave her that theyâd do the favor in return. Not that sheâd ever had to ask. But someday she might. âItâs at two?â
âYouâre free. I checked.â
She made a note for herself, then eyed Peter without raising her head. âYouâre really nervous?â
âYou could say that.â
Propping her elbows on the desk, she smiled. âYouâll do fine, Pete. Just sit down and plot out what you want to say. Make notes for yourself. Youâll do fine.â
âIâm supposed to speak for forty-five minutes, then open the floor for questions. Knowing my luck, there wonât be any.â
âMake a list of your own questions. If theyâre tongue-tied, you can get them going.â
âI think I should take a course in public speaking.â
He was probably right, but it was a little late for that now. âJust blot out the crowd and pretend that youâre speaking with a small, cozy group.â
âEasier said than done.â
âItâs mind over matter.â
He shot her a crooked smile. âWhere have I heard that before?â
They both thought of the cubby of a kitchen down the hall. Weeks ago, someone had taped that very message on the small refrigerator. Caroline guessed that it had been Maren, who was forever fighting the battle of the bulge. Then again, it could have been Norman, who was trying to cut down on canned sodas. Or Peter himself, who had an ice-cream habit he was trying to break. For that matter, she mused, the others could suspect her. Beside her supply of yogurt was a bag of bite-sized Almond Joys; choosing between the two was often a trial.
âYâknow,â Caroline said, âit was probably Jason who put up that sign.â Jason was a part-timer, their work-study secretary, and he teased them all mercilessly about their weaknesses. More than once sheâd caught him with an Almond Joy, so sheâd been able to tease him back. âThink he snitches your ice cream?â
âLetâs just say that I found a paper cup with mocha remains in his wastebasket last week.â
âYouâre into scavenging?â
That coaxed a chuckle from him. âLooking for the notes that Iâve never written for this speech.â He drew himself up to his full five foot eight and headed for the door. âIâd better get to it. Thanks for this afternoon, Caroline. I appreciate it.â
âNo problem,â she said sincerely. Sheâd simply write up her reports later.
With a glance at the small digital clock on her desk, she lifted the phone and punched out the number her mother had given her. As sheâd suspected, neither of the doctors was available. She left a message and hung up the phone, then had just enough time to finish her yogurt and freshen up in the ladiesâ room before her one-oâclock appointment arrived.
That meeting went well, as did the group session at two. Sheâd conducted it before and knew the eight teenagers, all of whom were plagued by social insecurity. They accepted her as part of the therapy team, and after the first predictably slow fifteen minutes, things picked up.
She was