Bloomingdaleâs was too good to pass up, so we agreed to put off the kids a little longer. Then you started your own businessâthings were hot, you said, and you didnât want to lose your contactsâso it was shoved off again. Why in the hell do we need a big house if we donât have a family to fill it?â
âA familyâs a moot point when we canât stand being near each other in bed.â
âSpeak for yourself. I reach for you and either your nails are still wet or youâve just creamed your face or you have crampsââ
On and on they went, while Caroline listened silently. At last, she held up her hands to signal a ceasefire. âYouâre both angry, and thatâs okay. Itâs good that you can let go here. I only wish you could do it at home.â
âHeâd turn up the television.â
âSheâd lock herself in the bathroom.â
Caroline raised a single hand this time. âI want you to sit back for a minute and think. Youâre both bottlers. Weâve talked about it before. You hold things in until youâre ready to explode. It was my impression, though, that things had been getting a little better. I thought you were beginning to talk. Either I was mistaken or something happened this week to set you back.â
âNothing happened,â Paul said. â Nothing happened. Thatâs just the point. I want something to happen. I want a show of her feelings, one way or the other, but she says nothing.â
Caroline looked at Sheila, inviting a response. What she got was a belligerent âWhy do I have to take the first step?â
âWhy not?â Paul countered. âI take the lead in just about everything else. I was the one who suggested we come here. I was the one to compromise when you said you wanted a woman therapist.â He turned to Caroline. âBut itâs not working. She doesnât want therapy. I donât think she ever had any intention of changing. These sessions are pointless.â
âThatâs the most intelligent deduction youâve made in years,â Sheila decided. With that, she rose from her seat and left the office.
Paul stared after her in disbelief, then shifted his disbelief to Caroline. âWhy didnât you say something? You could have stopped her.â
Caroline was disturbed herself, but she was trained not to show it. âNot if she wanted to leave. She knows how I feel about our sessions. She knows that I think theyâre helpful, even when they become free-for-alls.â
âSo what happens now?â
âWe let her cool off.â
âWe?â
âYou. You give her a little time. Tomorrow or the next day, you can broach the subject of coming back.â
âTomorrow or the next dayâthatâs optimistic. When Sheilaâs angry, she can go for a week without acknowledging my presence.â
âAnd you?â Caroline asked gently but pointedly.
He considered that for a minute, then shrugged.
âWhat set things off this time, Paul?â
He rubbed a hand across the back of his neck. âWho knows? We had the big guns visiting the hotel this week, so I spent three nights there working late. Each time, she was in bed when I got home, and sheâs never been a morning person.â The hand kept rubbing. He looked legitimately tired.
âSo you didnât have a chance to talk. How about this week? Will your schedule be as bad?â
âNo.â
âWhy donât you make a date with her?â
âIf she doesnât want to talk, sheâll turn me down.â
âYou could try.â
âI doubt it would work.â
âWhat do you have to lose?â
He looked Caroline in the eye and said, âPride.â
She had to credit him with honesty. Pride didnât make her job any easier, but the clientâs recognition of it was a first step. âWell, then,â she said, âwhat do