men.â
So thatâs what I did. A week after high school graduation I hightailed it out of Houston and went to New York with my best friend Norma.
* * *
âYou what?â Norma shrieked into the phone five minutes later.
âLaid off. I know.â
âWhat are you going to do for money? Please donât tell me you donât have any savings left.â
I bit my lip and fought back tears. Suck it down, suck it down. You will not cryâ¦
She sighed. âI take that as a no.â
âNo, no. I have a little money. But itâs not going to last forever. What am I going to do?â
âI told you not to buy that dressââ
âRight now is not the time to tell me that. Just be my friend, Norma.â
âYouâre right. Iâm sorry. Well, you still have options.â
âOkay, name them.â
âWell, since you got laid off youâre eligible for unemployment. Have you filed already?â
âYes.â After taking a walk, and getting a cup of hot cocoa, I willed myself back to that unemployment office and did all the necessary paperwork. Thankfully, Catherine was gone.
âOkay, well, thatâs a startââ
âThatâs the end, Norma. Unemployment doesnât even pay half of what I used to make. I canât live on that.â
âYou could call your motherââ
âNo.â
âYour sister?â
âNo! No family phone calls.â
âAll right. Well, if it was me I would cut back on my expenses and just live on the bare necessities. No shopping, no restaurants, no hair appointmentsââ
âGotta stop you right there. No hair appointments? I canât do that.â I felt traumatized by just the thought of removing my weave. I picked up one of my jet-black strands and twirled it around my pinky.
âLook, you donât have a job, remember? Youâre going to have to do a lot of things you donât like.â
âIâm not giving up my hair,â I said, twirling furiously.
âFine,â she said. âJust start looking for another job and cut back on your expenses. Youâll be okay. You could come work for meââ
âAnd do what? Stand around and hold the light for you? No thanks.â
âYouâd have a job.â
âI donât want a job. I want a career!â
âFine. But you know beggars canât be choosy. Sooner or later youâre going to have to do something that pays the bills.â
âYeah, maybe. But thatâs a last resort. I want to find something that fulfills meââ
âYou could work at the restaurant with Chris.â
âNo! Donât you get it? I donât want to be some waitress or your assistant. Making food and taking pictures are not especially life-changing, you know.â
âOh, and telling people what book to read is?â
âYes! I help change the way people think and how they look at the worldââ
âBy reading some trashy novel?â
â Spirit doesnât cover trashy books! We cover literary novels, andââ
âIn case you havenât noticed, no one reads literary novels but stuck-up literatis!â
âThatâs not true! I read literary novels.â
âExactly.â
âYou know what, thanks for offering me the job, but Iâm college educatedââ
âSo am I! We went to the same school, brainiac. Taking pictures and making food is an art . Not something that everyone can do. And Chris and I happen to own our own businesses, another thing that takes talent, hard work and discipline. Remember that before you start turning up your nose at everything. I was just trying to give you options, remember?â
âI know you both work hardââ
âWe do.â
âSorry. Iâm just frustrated, all right? Didnât mean to offend you.â
âFine.â She blew out a breath. âSo I guess