through the sliding glass door.
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After an apology to Diana that had her choked with laughter, an excellent meal, and several utterly forgettable conversations, I was ready to head home. Sam walked me to the door.
âThanks, boss. It was a great evening.â
âUntil a certain senator showed up.â
âA minor blip,â I replied. âI had a good time, really.â
That was mostly true. Iâve never really felt comfortable making small talk in forced social environments. I also despised the way certain untalented people tried to take advantage of Samâs hospitality to grin their way to prominence. âSelf-pimping,â as one observant journalist had labeled it. Iâd been watching a few operators working the group tonight.
I glanced past Sam toward the living room, where Ernie Spotts was holding forth to a captive audience.
âYou might be in for a late night.â
Sam looked resigned. âNever fails. If it wasnât Ernie, itâd be some other gasbag.â He checked to make sure no one was watching, and then gave me a hug. âYouâd better hope that fool doesnât start spreading stories about us, young lady!â
âAre you afraid of Diana?â I was smiling.
âYou can wipe the smile off. That kind of gossip would only fortify the opinions of certain office dinosaurs. We both know who they are.â
âSam. I can handleââ
âIâm not just talking about prosecutors. There are more than a few Neanderthals in the police as well. Ask me. How do you think they feel about reporting to an Indian?â
Sam was full-blooded Seminole.
âThis isnât exactly the Land of Enlightenment, Claire. In some ways, not much has changed since I started practicing back in the â80s. Youâre young ⦠youâre female ⦠youâre good looking ⦠and youâre giving directions to men who are years older than you. You need to watch your back.â
There was a moment of silence between us, and then I grinned.
âIâm good looking?â
He laughed. âGet out of here!â
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5
As I rode the elevator down to the lobby, it hit me.
That uncomfortable feeling that I was walking along the edge of a precipice.
Iâd been experiencing the feeling off and on all my life. It was always the same ⦠a tightening in my stomach, a strange vibration in my body, increased pulse, andâI sometimes suspectedâincreased blood pressure.
And, always, an uneasy feeling that something was about to happen.
I had never told anyone about it. Not even my mother. Not even on my worst day. I imagined that if Iâd said anything, sheâd have told me it was just an attack of nerves. I might have come to the same conclusion long ago if it were not for one nagging problem: For me, the feeling never came before a court appearance, or before a jury address, orâduring my college daysâbefore a make-or-break final exam.
For me, it came only when there was no apparent reason for it. I just kept getting this feeling that something was about to happen ⦠and then it didnât.
It was damned exhausting.
I exited the elevator, crossed the lobby, and left the building. My car was in the visitorsâ lot. I keyed the remote on my key chain. The parking lights blinked their usual welcome. I opened the driverâs door, got in, and put the key in the ignition.
As I reached for my seat belt, my front passenger door jerked open and a beefy thug with a shaved head leapt at me. I had a glimpse of a vicious-looking knife in his right hand just before I made a panicked grab for my door handle. I got the door open a few inches before he lunged across and yanked it shut.
âNot smart, lady!â His voice was a gunmetal rasp, and his breath stank of beer. He eased back, holding the point of the knife against my throat. âDrive!â
âIf
Ron Roy and John Steven Gurney