advance. Thatâs a long time from now. Four and a half months.â
âLots to do. Really an awful lot. And it needs doing.â
âAnd nobody but you can do it.â
âNobody.â
âSounds like lonely work.â
âVery lonely,â I said. âVery, very lonely.â
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Griffin was out of breath as he fell in beside me and we ran along the edge of a long, shallow lake in the middle of Hyde Park in central London. He didnât say hello at first. He concentrated on keeping pace, and keeping control.
âYouâre toast,â he said at last. âYou killed the wrong man.â
âThatâs what you think.â
âThatâs what the Brits think. He was one of theirs.â
âFuck he was.â
âHe was.â
âHe was a user,â I said. âUsing them.â I picked up the pace. More breaths, less words is what I wanted. âThey know about me?â
âNobody made connectionâbut me.â
âSo no problem.â
âItâs over.â
âJust beginning.â Faster now. âFive. Six. More like him.â
âNo.â
âYou firing me?â
âSending you home.â
We ran for a few hundred yards without saying anything, through a little tunnel under a road, then up toward a huge fountain and pond. The sun was up now, and we were starting to have company in the park.
âWhatâd Brits tell you?â I asked.
âAsset murdered. Ealing.â
âHis hard drive?â
âThey got it.â
âNo, man, you got it,â I said, âif you want it.â
We were in the middle of a small meadow with a stone monument in the center that looked like a miniature Washington monument. From there we could see everyone for 360 degrees around, and nobody was close. I sprinted toward the monument and stopped beside it like Iâd just crossed a finish line. Griffin came up about five strides behind me.
â You got the drive?â he said.
I nodded. âYouâll get it.â
Griffin laughed. âLord,â he said. âLord. There is justice.â
I laughed, too.
âWhen it comes to this stuff,â said Griffin, âthe Brits donât share shit. Butââ
âButâ?â
âBut seriously. Time for you to go home.â
âThink so?â
âKnow so.â
I took a long, deep breath. Then another one. âYou were smart to find me, Griffin.â
âYeah. Right.â
âSmart enough. But you donât know these guys. You donât know what they can do.â
âI know âem as well as anybody in my shop,â said Griffin. He put his hands on his knees and tried to get more air. I thought he was going to puke. âI know the faith. Like you. I know the files, which you donât. Andââhis face went stone hardââI saw Ground Zero.â
âYeah, well, they can do that again.â I took another deep breath. âAnd again.â One more breath, slow. âAnd worse.â
âTheyâre smart,â said Griffin. âSmart as hell. Unpredictable as hell. And thatâs whyâ¦â He groaned. âThatâs why we got to coordinate, got to keep everybody on boardâthe Brits, the Germans, even the fucking Frenchâwork with the other services.â
âUh-hunh.â
âThis thing with Abu Seif. Shit! Your mission was to penetrate the organization, not take it out all by yourself.â
âLet me ask you something. How much time do you think weâve got?â
âDonât know.â
âMe either. But somebody out there is checking off days on a calendar, maybe even setting his alarm clock. And youâre not going to find out who that is and what he knows with some interservice liaison committee.â
âYou donât follow procedures and I get fucked. I donât like that.â
âWe stick to procedures and we all get