what Iâm doing. Then, I measure out the âwetâ ingredients â butter, golden syrup, a dollop of honey â into a pan. I add the brown sugar and cinnamon, and place the pan on the hob. I swirl the ingredients around with a wooden spoon over a low heat. The colours mix together â warm shades of brown and gold, marbled through with the bright yellow of the butter. The spicy scent goes straight to my head. Itâs fun watching all the separate parts of the mixture melt together like theyâve always belonged that way. When everything is uniform and liquid, I take the sticky mixture off the hob and mix in the porridge oats. The ingredients clump on the spoon. I scrape some off with my finger and taste it. It melts on my tongue, tasting wholesome and delicious.
Iâm so caught up in what Iâm doing that when the doorbell rings I practically jump out of my apron.
Iâm not expecting to get lucky a second time. Iâm sure itâs Mr Kruffs, or maybe even the police. My heart starts to thud, but to be honest, what Iâm most worried about is the syrup mixture getting cold before I can finish stirring in the oats.
I open the door. Standing there is the one person I didnât expect to see after the way I acted at school â Violet.
And Iâm very glad to see her.
âCan I come in?â she says.
âSure.â I stand aside and she comes inside the house. She sets down her school bag, and next to it, the empty Easter basket.
âEveryone loved the scones,â she says. âThat cinnamon â it really packed a punch. And it was even better because no one could work out who made them.â
âThatâs good.â I nod uneasily. Itâs just so weird that the whole school was talking about the scones that I made â which is the last thing I wanted. I turn and she follows me through to the kitchen.
I go back to the pan and keep stirring the oats into the sticky mixture.
âWhat are you making?â Violet looks over my shoulder.
âFlapjacks.â I wave a sticky hand at the recipe book. âWith Belgian chocolate on top.â
âYum,â Violet says. She reaches behind thebookstand and picks up a tin that I hadnât noticed was there. âLook,â she says, reading the label. âCaramel. I love caramel.â She hesitates. âMaybe you could add some of that too.â
âMaybe,â I say. âCan you grab me that tin?â
âSure.â She hands me a rectangular cake tin that Iâve already lined with baking paper. I scoop in the clumpy mixture and pat it down with the wooden spoon. When itâs all spread out and flat, I carry the tin over to the cooker.
âHow long does it need to cook for?â
I glance over at the book. âTwenty-five minutes.â She opens up the oven and sets the timer. I put the tin inside. âWould you like some tea?â Violet asks. âOr thereâs hot chocolate. I can boil a kettle.â
âYeah, hot chocolate sounds good.â I wash my hands at the sink.
Violet fills the kettle and switches it on. I find the cupboard with the mugs. Mrs Simpsonâs mugs are pretty, all different colours of stoneware, some with stripes and polka dots. I give Violet a purple mug and use a blue one for me. She finishes making the hot chocolate and brings it over to the table. We sit facing each other.
âLook, Iâm sorry about earlier,â I say. âItâs just . . . well . . .â The words stick to the roof of my mouth. âLots of things.â
âNo worries,â she says. âIâm the one who shouldbe sorry.â
Something unspoken seems to pass between us â one of those weird moments where you just know what the other personâs thinking, and you donât have to bother with talking. But then itâs gone, as Violet asks the question Iâve been expecting.
âSo, your mumâs