extended his long arms to touch both walls simultaneously.
âItâs very fashionable,â I said. âNot to mention public-spirited. We got a space problem in the city. People have to adapt their lifestyles. Iâm in the vanguard of a great social movement. Thatâs what the commercial said, anyhow. What do you want?â
âI live out of town,â he muttered, uncommunicatively. He moved toward me. I didnât retreat.
âGot a drink?â he saidânot aggressively. Almost ruminatively.
âGot a reason why I should give you one?â
âSure,â he drawled. âMakes it all feel better. Cuts the ice. You know. Eases the tension.â
I slid out the locker and touched a bottle, looking at him. He shrugged slightly, and nodded. I pressed a glass to the catch and then passed it to him. It wasnât a double and I didnât bother asking him whether he wanted anything in it.
He stood there with it in his hand.
âYou?â he asked.
âToo early,â I said, sarcastically.
He shrugged. âI saw your program tonight,â he said. âThat was some ape.â
I had to think hard to realize what he was talking about. I didnât know what the crud channels had been putting out that I might have done some fancy handling for. I didnât remember any apes. Not recently.
âSo?â I said.
âWe knew it was you,â he said. âWhen the old man was tracing you, they told him. I wouldâve come earlier, only we sat through it. I donât know why.â
He drained the glass in one gulp.
I stood and waited. I didnât want to waste any more breath.
âDâyou see the fight?â he asked. Suddenly, there was a new note in his voice. He was getting to the point. I guessed then why heâd taken so long. He was weighing me up, studying me. There was something about me he couldnât figure. It was mutual.
âYes,â I said.
âToo bad,â he commented. âAbout Ray. In with a chance until those last minutes. So far, then up in smoke. Pity.â
âI cried myself to sleep,â I told him, laying on the sarcasm hard because it didnât seem to be getting through.
He put the glass down on the ledge of the heater.
âYou fought Herrera yourself once,â he said. Again, it wasnât a question.
By now, I was ahead of him. I knew who he was and why heâd come. It was a shock. It took some getting used to.
âIt was a long time ago,â I said, flatly. âBefore he was a champ.â
Curman nodded, slowly. âYou beat him.â
âThatâs right,â I said. âI beat him. A long, long time ago.â
âYou better get dressed,â he said. âProperly. You have to come with me.â
âLike hell,â I said, not meaning it. Now it was me who wanted time to weigh things up, to try and understand. There was a chasm opening up before me. My life was being ripped in two. Nowâmany, many years too late. If itâs ever too late.
âVelasco Valerian wants to see you,â he said, gently.
I studied his face for thirty seconds or so. He wouldnât blink. Then I picked his glass up and put it in the sterilizer.
âYou know,â I said, letting my mouth run away with my thoughts, âsixteen or seventeen years ago I used to live most of my days expecting that someone might come to that door to tell me that Velasco Valerian wanted to see me. To me, then, it seemed like a thing that had to happenâthat ought to happen. A thing with some sense in it. I wanted Valerian to come to me, and I thought heâd have to. But time just went by, and nothing changed in the world. Valerian grew old, and I grew older. And nothing changed. The same ritual repeated itself over and over again. Tonight, it came to an end forâwhat is it now? Twenty-five? Thirty? And now me. But why? Why, after all these years? It makes no sense. Not any