the acorn and nodded at me sourly. âMight as well hear all the bad news at once. Tell us what you can about the brigands, Aren.â
I bowed my head and took a deep breath. Iâd had all the time I needed to think while I worked in Mellyâs kitchen.
âToday my parents, my sister, her unborn child, and my husband were killed.â It sounded stark, and my throat froze with the truth that I spoke. I had to swallow hard to continue. âWithout them I have no close blood relatives still living.â
I had to stop. If I cried now, it would ruin my credibility because theyâd attribute anything I said to grief or hysteria. Several of the elders relaxed, probably thinking I was going to petition for help. Unlike falling mountains, helping their own was well within their experience.
âMy grandmother, Fatherâs mother, died last spring. She spent her life working as a healer, doing it better than most.â I looked at them. âI know youâve heard stories about herâthat she relied on more than her knowledge of herbs and splints to heal you. It was true. My grandmother was as fey as my brotherâwho died rather than become what the lordâs bloodmage had decreed.â
Albrin blanched, and several other elders stiffened to alertâthis was not usual talk for so public a place. Koret rubbed his beard thoughtfully, and old Merewich just nodded. It was hard to shock Merewich.
âSo am I,â I said starkly.
Before I could say more, Cantier set the acorn back on the table with a snap. Koret, foreign-raised, snatched it up before the fisherman had quite let go.
âI expect you did not ask to meet with us here to be burned at the stake or pressed. Go on, child.â
Tension and terror had held me for so long that I had gotten used to it. Licking dry lips, I said, âGram said many of us no longer remember much about how and why this land was settled, and no one wants to know anything about magic.â
Casually, Kith stretched; when he settled, his shoulder rested against mine. I concentrated on that touch and Koretâs impassive face, ignoring the reactions of anyone else.
âLong and long ago, a king inherited a land full of too many people. To the west were the lands of the Black Duke; to the south was the sea; to the north was bitter cold; and to the east were wild lands. In the wild lands lived the magic creatures: trolls, goblins, dragons, and ghoulsâthings not conducive to human habitation. Wildlings.â I relaxed a little as I settled into the familiar cadence of Gramâs story.
âSo this king called upon his mages, and they set spells upon the magic of the last of the wild lands. Here. The kingâs mages bound the magic of this land as well as they could, and after them successive generations of wizards tied the threads of magic so tightly that, at last, there were no more wild lands in the world at all, no more wildlingsâfor they cannot live without magic. This binding allowed human mages no access to the magic either, but they had another way of gaining power.â
âBloodmagic,â said Koret needlessly.
I nodded. âThose of us who choose not to use that path have little power. And what theyâ we âhave, we hide. Bloodmages are rightly fearedââ I looked up, and as I spoke the next words, I met the eyes of each elder in turnââand any mage can decide to take that path. You have no guarantees that I wonât: none other than my word.â
I paused, staring at Kithâs boot. âGramâs talent was healing, but mine is the sight . This morning I could tell something bad was going to happenâbut I thought it would be somethingâ¦well, something like a storm or a twisted ankle. So I didnât say anything to Daryn when he left for the fields.â
I paused, then said rawly, âHe is now dead because of it. I wonât make that mistake again.
âWhile I hid