in hand, the testimony of someone whoâd actually seen his father. Danny finished reading and folded it up and slipped it back into the envelope, which he handed to Eli, along with the burning candle. He rolled over onto one side, facing away, and drew his knees up close to his chest.
In Moorhead the lamps still burned yellow inside the ramshackle saloons, and two white steeples rose like pointing fingers through the fading dark. Eli stood in the door of the car as they passed over the Red River of the North, the silty, vegetable smell rising, two paddleboats at rest down there beside the big wooden pier. With the bridge behind them and the train slowing for its Fargo stop, he pulled the heavy door closed, worried about the yard bulls. He neednât have been. The car barely came to rest in front of the depot before it jerked back into motion and accelerated to the pace of a horseâs trot. As they rolled through downtown, Eli cracked the door to watch the hulking shape of the Headquarters Hotel slip away behind them.
The air on this side of the Red wasnât the same as back home. It was drier and dustier, not as ripe or settled. Heâd always had the feeling, the few times heâd come to Fargo, that anything might happen here, that the men he saw in the noisy streets with their rawboned faces and hard hands would just as soon kill you as tell you the time. Even the women looked tough, as if the prairie wind had blown the softness out of them. As they passed by the stockyards west of the city and the slaughterhouse with its sour, bloody smell, Danny said, âArenât we going pretty slow?â
âNot for long.â
But the train shuddered then, the engine powering down, and soon theyâd come to a full stop. In the silence the boys sat, waiting. After a minute or two, menâs voices sang out from the west, and then boots crunched on gravel, the steps coming closer. The men stopped a few cars ahead, banging and knocking on something, steel on steel. Eli tried to peek out through the slit between the door and frame but couldnât see anythingâand when the big pistons started going again, building up to the pull, there was something missing. The floor beneath them was still, no pulse or tremble, not even when the long line of couplings ahead started to snap and clang.
Eli got up and pushed the door wide and jumped down to the gravel alongside the tracks. Empty cars were all around them. He counted three ahead of their own, four behindâeight altogether in the abandoned string. Half a mile or so to the east were the lights of Fargo.
Danny jumped down from the car. âNow what?â he asked.
âWalk back to town, I guess. Figure it out.â
âYou think theyâll catch us and send us home?â
âNo, but Iâm sending you home. Thereâs an eastbound coming through at ten.â
âIf youâre not going back, Iâm not either.â
âItâs only fifty cents, and youâll be home in time for lunch. Itâd be the best thing, Danny. What if you get sick out here?â
âNo,â Danny said.
âYouâve got to think about Mother, too.â
âIf you make me go back, Iâll tell her everything. Iâll tell her where youâre going. Iâll tell her about the letter.â
Eli walked back to the car, climbed up and sat down in the doorway, legs dangling. After a minute, Danny clambered up to sit down next to him, and together they watched the morning colors, pink and orange and red, the clouds above Fargo like a range of hills where there were no hills, and the dark line of trees along the river.
âI had a dream about him,â Danny said. âNight before last. His beard was grown out, it was long and gray, and he looked skinny.â
âWas he all right?â Eli asked.
âThere was a lot of smoke and a lot of people. And they were running around, screaming. And I heard a band