playing. There were tinkling horns and a drum. It was cold outside, and snow on the ground.â
âWhat happened?â
âThatâs all,â Danny said. âThatâs it.â He took off his big, floppy hat and set it on the floor beside him. He said, âDo you think that woman is the reason he left? Thatâs what Herman Stroud told me. That he left Mother for another woman.â
âNo,â Eli said.
âDo you think he still loves Mom?â Danny asked.
âYes,â Eli said.
âWeâre going out there to Bismarck, though, arenât we? To her placeâthat Laura Powers? Even though heâs not there?â
âWhat else can we do? At least sheâs seen him. She has to know something .â
âMaybe she sent the letter right after he left, maybe heâs already home,â Danny said, his large eyes gleaming. âHave you thought of that?â
âNope,â Eli said, âbut I like the idea. I really like it.â
âBut you donât believe it.â
âNo, do you?â
Danny shook his head. âWhere is he then?â he asked, his thin face knotted up by the question. He looked like an old man suddenly. âWhere is he?â
4
Plainwater
F or all the worry heâd caused in the home he walked away from, all the justifiable tears and anger, his movements across the countryside by rail and by foot had attracted little in the way of attention from those who may have seen him. A tall man, eyes drawn to the ground, carrying no bag or rifle, and sleeping in barns, ditches, and a house or two. By appearance, a man stripped of luck, cuffs frayed and cheeks unshaved, stopping finally in this river town where for several weeks heâd hired himself out to a merchant who was building a warehouse down along the shore. Nights, heâd been sleeping in a small, unpainted church. He rose now from the maple pew heâd been using for a bed, rolled his blanket, gathered his few possibles, and walked up the aisle. He passed by the altar and knocked at the door of the room where the parson prayed in the morning, early, before the sun.
The old man was sitting next to a bookcase, oil lamp burning on the table beside him.
âI wanted to thank you for letting me sleep here. Itâs been comfortable.â
âYouâre no burden to me,â the parson said. âAre you moving on, then?â
âI am.â
âYou never said where youâre from.â
âItâs been my opinion that people donât harbor what youâd call any real concern for those not kin to them.â
âWhere are you from?â the parson asked. âIf you donât mind.â
âNowhere that you would know about.â
The parson smiled, a hundred wrinkles claiming his face. âIs the idea to be gone from there? Or to go someplace?â
âI like to think Iâm going someplace.â
âIt would seem, then, youâre looking for something.â
âOr somebody, yes.â
The parson turned down the flame of his lamp as the sky outside the window lightened. He cleared his throat. âAs pastors go, I likely havenât been a good one. The words people need to hear have been hard for me to come by.â He gestured toward the sanctuary. âItâs my fear that those who sit out there on Sunday mornings often leave unsatisfiedâunless theyâve fallen asleep, in which case they go off rested at least. But I will say this. I have a clear notion that my prayers reach heaven, and in that respect I am fortunate. More to the point, of late I have found myself praying for you.â
Ulysses laughed. âIâll take all the prayers youâve got, though I ask that you spare me your sacraments.â
A rooster crowed in the distance. âI can hardly give you Communion against your will, can I?â the parson said.
âNor baptize me all over again, thank God for that.