explain, time to apologize.
Lucien canât save her. He canât watch her twenty-four hours a day. He has other priorities, and as much as he cares for me, he would sacrifice Hazel if it meant saving the city.
âIâm going to the Jewel,â I say. âNow. Tonight.â
âViolet, donât beââ
âIâm going,â I snap, cutting him off. âWhat would youdo if it was Azalea? Itâs my fault Hazel is there at all. The Duchess took her to get to me. I know it, I feel it. If I canât protect her now, I . . .â My voice trails off because I canât finish that sentence.
âAnd how exactly do you plan on getting here?â
âIâll take a train to the Bank. I can burrow under the wall surrounding the Jewel as easily as Southgate.â Okay, maybe not quite as easily, but itâs the same general idea.
âNot only is that a foolhardy plan that could give the game away, but what do you intend to do once you are in the Jewel itself? Walk up to the Duchessâs palace and ring the doorbell? Think, Violet. There are bigger things at stake here than personal struggles.â
âAnd if I donât try and save Hazel now, then I donât know what Iâm fighting for at all,â I say.
âYou would be recognized,â Lucien says. âItâs tooââ
I gasp, an idea occurring to meâa crazy, rash idea that Iâm not even sure is possible. But Iâm willing to try anything at this point. Without another word I turn and run upstairs, ignoring the shouted questions from Sil and Raven, Lucienâs tinny voice demanding to know whatâs going on.
Ash and I sleep in the barn together, but we keep our clothes in Ravenâs room. There are other clothes as well, which Sil has collected over the years. One dress I remember distinctly, because it reminded me so much of the servantâs dresses Raven and I used to disguise ourselves in the Bank. I comb through the closet, find it, and yank it off the hangerâit is plain and brown, a little small across the chest but it will do. I pull it on and look at myself in the mirror. Slowly, I raise a hand and knot it in my hair.
Once to see it as it is. Twice to see it in your mind. Thrice to bend it to your will.
My scalp tingles as my hair turns from black to gold. The headache that comes with performing an Augury throbs at the base of my skull. This is how I disguised Ash when we sneaked into his companion house. Itâs strange to use it on myself. I turn my head back and forth, examining the unfamiliar strands of blond.
But itâs my eyes that are the real problem. If I canât change them, the Duchess will spot me instantly.
I close them now. I think I can do this without physically putting my fingers on my eyeballsâthe thought gives me the creeps. I just need to focus hard enough on what I want. The picture forms crystalline in my mind.
Once to see it as it is. Twice to see it in your mind. Thrice to bend it to your will.
Unlike with my hair, this Augury is agony. I scream and clap my hands over my eyes. They boil in their sockets, burning like little balls of fire. Just when I donât think I can bear it any longer, the pain stops. I stay hunched over for a moment, breathing heavily.
When I open my eyes, a stranger stares back at me in the mirror. A blond-haired, green-eyed stranger with my nose and chin. I quickly use the second Augury, Shape, to adjust the lines of my face. It hurts almost as much as my eyes, but at the end, my chin is a bit rounder, my forehead higher, my nose a little larger.
âViolet, are youââ Raven stops short in the doorway, gaping at me. âWhat did you do ?â
âIâm going to the Jewel,â I say, walking past her andback downstairs to where Lucien is probably still losing it on the arcana.
Olive shrieks as I enter the living room. Indi drops the plate sheâs drying. Sienna
Gregory Maguire, Chris L. Demarest