Molly told Dev everything that sheâd been doing. Well, not quite everything. And Dev told her all about his physics and the sort of work heâd been doing - not quite everything. They both had a secret and neither of them knew just how to explain it.
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Father Tom sat in a small corner of the Church and sighed heavily. He was nursing a whopping black eye on the left side of his face; the swelling stretching halfway down his cheek. It hurt and he was losing concentration. He turned to the young woman sitting by his side and shook his head.
âJenny, Jenny,â he began, âall this grief is quite normal, you mustnât think that it is odd to want something so much that you can almost imagine it.â He shook his head. He had heard the story many, many times over the past four months. His life was for his parishioners, but here he felt he wasnât helping at all; making no headway. âLosing a child is a terrible loss, one that may seem bigger than you are, so big that...â
âFather, do you believe in ghosts, or spirits?â she suddenly interrupted. âI mean, souls, walking souls?â She seemed anxious and wrung her hands as she spoke.
Father Tom frowned; why such an odd question? âOf course not,â he said, âThey are the fantasies of writers and filmmakers.â
She nodded, but her gaze was distant.
âJenny, there is no such thing,â he went on gently. âItâs all nonsense. Once someone is dead, they are dead and with the Lord. I donât believe in palm readers or psychics or mediums or anyone else who claims to speak with the dead. The dead are dead and their souls are in Godâs hands...â
âBut what if theyâre not...â Jenny said urgently, âWhat if theyâre nowhere and trapped and...â
âThe dead are dead,â he said again, âand their souls are in Godâs hands.â
Jenny nodded and dropped her head down. Father Tom looked away and as he did he caught sight of the far end of the wall where he had found the symbols etched into the plaster.
âIn Godâs hands...â He murmured under his voice. And he shivered, as if a mouse had run over his grave.
CHAPTER 4 - London
Jenny lay on the settee that evening and wrestled with her disappointment. Her meeting with Father Tom hadnât gone quite as she had hoped, but then what had she expected? He was a man bound to honour his faith, he wasnât going to suddenly admit to a belief in ghosts and spirits, was he? What he had said made sense. She was being fanciful, ridiculous. Perhaps the grief was disturbing Sophie as well, perhaps they both needed to see someone.
Jenny stood up and walked out into the hall. She called up the stairs to Sophie; âSweetheart? Would you like to go out and have some ice-cream?â
Jenny felt that she needed to take more care of Sophie, protect her more. She had been so involved in her own grief that sheâd been neglecting Sophie. She went up the stairs.
âSophie?â Walking across the landing, she stopped outside Sophieâs room. The door was open and she could hear Sophie talking in a soft voice to her dolls. She smiled and stood there for a moment listening.
Suddenly she stepped abruptly into the room. âWho are you talking to Sophie?â she snapped sharply.
Sophie sat on the cushioned window seat. There were no dolls or toys around the room. She turned and looked at her mother.
âNo-one,â she said nervously.
Jenny crossed to her. She knelt down. âIs there someone in the room with you?â she asked.
Sophie stared at her mother and then slowly she shook her head. âI was just talking to myself,â she said. Jenny put her arms around her daughter and hugged her in close. âWhat did you mean? I think Mummy should know.â she said gently, âWhat was that about Sophie?â
âNothing,â Sophie whispered. She stopped for a