âHeâs got a funny way of showing it.â
âItâs not easy for him. You know what Nana Rutherfordâs like.â
Yeah, yeah! That was always the excuse: Dadâs mum was sour and crotchety. She hadnât cuddled himwhen he was a baby. So now we all had to suffer.
âJade! Please.â Mum took my hands between hers. When Dad wasnât there to loom over her, Mum was quite a touchy-feely kind of person. Me and Kirsty had had loads of cuddles, on the quiet. That is, when Dad wasnât around to cast gloom and despair. Sometimes I used to feel sorry for Mum, being married to such a tyrant. Other times I just felt cross and resentful.
Right at this moment, I wasnât quite sure how I felt. Irritated, cos of Mum using emotional blackmail, mixed with guilt at what I was planning to do.
âHe works so hard,â said Mum. âHis family means everything to him! He doesnât enjoy telling you off, itâs justâ¦well! Heâs under a lot of pressure, and he worries about you.â
I muttered that I didnât know what he had to be worried about, but I let myself be persuaded. For Mumâs sake, really. I am such a soft touch! I went back downstairs with her and found Dad backing the car out, and I took a deep breath and I told him that I was sorry. Even then, I could still have rung Honey and said Iâd changed my mind. I might have, too. If Dad had just come half way to meet me! But he didnât. His face remained set like a stone. Coldly he said, âDonât you dare to talk to me like that again.â And that was that.
I went back indoors. Kirsty said, âOh, you broke out!â I told her to shut up. Mum looked at me, hopefully.
âSo are you going to come with us?â
I shook my head.
âOh, Jade, do! Auntie Claire will be so disappointed.â
I snarled, âNo!â and tore back upstairs. I waited tillthey had all gone off, till the car was out of sight, then I pulled my rucksack from under the bed and headed for the door.
And that was when it struck me: it was Sunday! There arenât any buses on a Sunday. Damn. Damn, damn, damn! Even when you tried to run away from this horrible armpit of a place, you couldnât do it.
I refused to be beaten. My mind was made up! One way or another, we were definitely going.
I marched downstairs and into the garage, where the bikes were kept. Dad had had this idea, when we were younger, that we should all keep fit by cycling. We used to go on these mad family outings, round thecountryside, until one memorable day Dad got into a slanging match with a lorry driver and after that we didnât do it any more.
Determinedly, I wheeled a couple of bikes out of the garage and set off up the road to collect Honey. She must have been waiting just inside the front door cos she shot out immediately. The big beam on her face faded when she saw the bikes.
âWhat are they for?â
âItâs Sunday,â I said. â No buses. Remember?â
âOh.â Her mouth dropped open.
âDonât do that,â I said, âit makes you look daft. Here!â
I pushed one of the bikes at her. She backed away, as if it were some kind of wild animal.
âWe canât cycle all the way to Birmingham!â
You had to be very patient with Honey. It was no good getting mad at her, it just slowed her up even more.
âWeâre not cycling to Birmingham,â I said, âweâre going to Market Norton, to get a train.â
Her eyes went big. âOn a Sunday?â
âYes!â
âAre you sure?â
âYes.â Market Norton was where Darcy used to live. Iâd been there on a Sunday. I knew that there were trains. âLook, stop wittering,â I said. âYou were the one that said to go today. Just get on that bike and letâs get started!â
As we rode off, I asked Honey where her mum was. âHow did you get out without her