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âItâs okay,â Scarlett said, and I believe it truly was despite her tears. Because the prettiest girl in Crow Holler had come looking for her , and I guess that made Scarlett feel . . . I donât know, seen . âI heard something in the woods. Just scared me.â
âJust me, you big doofus. Traipsing all the way out here to make sure youâre not doing something you swore to me youâd stop, all because of some redneck Rambo. Now come on. I donât like being here without Hays, and we have to figure out a way to have fun without any moonshine.â
âIâm so sorry,â Scarlett said.
âSave it for John David. Heâs the oneâs gonna be snoring in a bed all alone tonight.â
They laughed thenâlaughed as much as the mountain allowedâand left hand in hand, working their way back to the bonfire and listening for the sound of something following. Neither heard more than a hoot owl and the wind through the trees.
Iâd like to tell you more about Scarlett Bickfordâs eighteenth birthday, how her and her friends somehow managed to salvage things and have the night theyâd all wanted. But I canât do that, friend, because thatâs not how it went. Cordy and Scarlett come back to find nothing but sullenness on the part of Naomi and HaysâNaomi because sheâd managed to carve an even wider gulf between her and her brother, Hays because now thereâd be nothing to do but listen to Cordelia until she fell asleep and then stare at the fire all night. He wouldnât sleep, not now. And they all knew the truthâJohn David had scared him.
Know what itâs like, coming up in a town like this? Where everywhere you turn is mountains hemming you in, but you donât care because you know thereâs no use trying to get away? You grow up thinking the best youâll ever doâs slide into a job with Haysâs daddy and Cordyâs momma down at the grocery, or at the dump like Cordyâs daddy, or maybe take up with Chessie and Briar Hodge like John David done. Thatâs all you got to choose from here, less you manage a way to suck off the government teat.
Thatâs the future waiting for all those kids come June graduation. Thatâs why they all wanted to party with some a Chessie Hodgeâs shine. For one night they could forget their troubles. But now all that hope lay in the half dozen mason jars John David had never brought, and with it went the promise of any fun at all.
Hays found his knife sometime between Scarlett running off and Cordelia running off after her. He sat with Cordy on top of her sleeping bag, flicking open that lighter he always carried, snapping it shut. He wanted to try out one of the condoms heâd bought for Scarlett. Cordy answered with a stiff no. Seemed a fine time for that boy to get all conscientious about what theyâd been taught of male and female relations in school, now that it was too late.
Scarlett sat alone. Naomi got lost in her smartphone, letting the others know of the crowd still waiting down in Harperâs Field. And in time their silence yielded to memories of the years that had already passed between them and years they hoped would pass between them still, all those long ones on the other side of high school. Naomi laughed. Cordy cried. Scarlettâs arms itched. They trailed off one by one that night, even Hays, though he would find the satisfaction that his knife remained tight in his hand as he slept. No one saw what moved about them in the deep woods. No one heard the soft scrape of wood over stone.
III
The tracks. The cabin. Alvarettaâs curse.
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What woke Cordelia the next morning wasnât the cold leaking into her sleeping bag but that the bag felt so empty. Sometime in the night Hays had left her to sleep alone, farther from the fire. Heâd made a mat of pine boughs as long as he was tall and was now curled in