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“Please stay.”
    He sat back down, his breath coming rapidly
    I moved closer to him, his whole body was rigid. I wondered if he was growing stiff down there too. The thought made me tingle with anticipation. “It’s okay, Gare,” I whispered in his ear as my hand began stroking his leg, “I want it.”
    His faced turned to me, millimeters from mine. His eyes blazed with wanting.
    “Kathryn…” he managed.
    I threw myself on top of him, straddling him. He let me rub my body against his so I could feel his excitement, before he threw me down on my back and forced himself on top of me. My legs came around him, and then before I knew it, one, two, three pieces of clothing had been shed and we were lying entwined. I could feel Gary twitch inside of me. His whole body shuddering as he let loose. He lay still after upon my body.
    “Did it… did it feel good, Kathryn?’ he asked, uncertain of himself, echoing the words Thomas had spoken to me once before.
    I nodded.
    “You didn’t come.”
    Come? Were women supposed to come like men? I mean I knew sex was pleasurable, but wasn’t that the orgasm?
    “I thought I did.”
    He snickered and got off of me. Kneeling in between my legs, he took his middle finger and began to stoke. A sensation I had never felt came over me.
    “That feels really good.”
    “Does it?” he half smiled.
    “I really want you inside of me again”
    He laughed, “in due time, you’ll have me.”
    He kept rubbing, I don’t know how much elapsed, before a wave of pleasure unlike any I had every felt before came over me. My body contracted together in a movement so foreign to me. Gary stopped. I glanced up at him; he was ready for me now. With his lips on mine, his body entered mine once more.

1984
Thomas
    January 1984
    “Can I stay with you tonight, Kat?” I asked as I sat down on the couch.
    We had been hanging out all day and I had just brought her back to Gary’s house where she had been staying the past months.
    “Why?” she asked suddenly
    “Uh, well James and Ian are throwing a party tonight and I would rather sleep than get wasted so…”
    “Um okay, sure you can,” she said with a small smile
    “Cool.”
    She took a shower and got into her bed with me, “go to sleep, Tom,” she said, shutting off the light.
    I couldn’t. She must have thought I had because after about an hour, she got up and left. Curious, I followed her. She went down to the kitchen where Gary was.
    “I really wish you would not have him over here right now,” he whispered to her.
    “It’s only one night, plus it looks suspicious if I say no,” she said
    He came close to her, backing her into the counter, she giggled and to my horror, she put her arms around his neck and kissed him deeply.
    “God, I can’t go tonight without you,” he moaned softly as she tugged at the button on his jeans.
    He lifted her up easily, parting her panties to the side and letting himself loose.
    I couldn’t breathe as I watched him move with her on the counter. I ran back up the stairs to Kat’s room where I threw myself into her bed. She came back shortly after and fell in beside me.
    I didn’t say anything to her; I had no words for what she was doing.
    Gary
    February 1984
    I couldn’t believe this. I had been secretly sleeping with Kathryn Crowne for two months now and honestly, I was happier than I had ever been. She literally was always with me, and so eager to please. She had made me break up with Jen which I had no issues with. It had become a bit odd to have her around after I started with Kat. She couldn’t know of course that Kat and I was a thing, but I’m sure she had some notion that something was going on, considering how Kat and I had acted around her. Who could blame me? Kathryn was seventeen and gorgeous. She looked older than her age, possibly due to the fact that she dressed and acted that way. I didn’t care; I couldn’t keep my hand off of her. Her little buddy Thomas was suspicious, I