herself into the saddle.
Matt went to studying her again, making her feel like he might actually be wondering if she was a boy. She was confident that on the outside she resembled a boy, but on the inside she still felt like a girl. She didnât want to actually be a boy, but she needed to make sure she didnât act like a girl.
âAre we going or not?â she asked brusquely, knowing the less he looked at her, the less likely he was to figure out the truth about her.
âHave you got a bandanna?â he asked.
She noticed the red one that heâd tied loosely around his neck. She remembered that Jake had been wearing one as well. As a matter of fact, so had the cook. She shook her head. âNo.â
He reached into his saddlebag, withdrew one, and handed it to her. âYouâre gonna need one.â
As soon as she took it, he pulled his own up over half his face, so his mouth and nose were covered. Following his example, she secured hers over her face and tied it behind her neck.
âYou didnât want to ride drag?â she asked and her breath sent the bandanna fluttering over her face.
âNo one wants to ride drag,â he told her.
âSo youâre being punished for taking me on.â
He shrugged haplessly. âBeing reminded of my place in this outfit is more like it.â
Her heart sank. It seemed she couldnât avoid being trouble for him, causing him hardship before theyâd even gotten started. âIâm sorry.â
âDonât be. Just become the best darn cowboy in the bunch so Jake will have to eat crow.â
With that, he nudged his horse forward. Sam did the same, her excitement mounting. She was going on an honest-to-gosh cattle drive. An adventureâ¦that had her shaking clear down to her boots.
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As far as Matt was concerned, the only thing worse than riding drag was marching into battle. The cattle churned up enough dust to bury a man if he stood still for any length of time.
The prickly dirt and the smell of hide heated by the sun didnât seem to bother his riding partner any. The kid still sat with his back straight, his green eyes large and round as he peered over the bandanna as though he feared heâd miss out on something important. The boy reminded Matt too much of himself when heâd enlisted and trudged off to war. Before heâd experienced the hardships. Before heâd learned that war wasnât a game or an adventure or exciting.
Matt was going to hate watching this kid wilt as the day progressed toward night and his dreams gave way to the harsh reality of long, monotonous days.
If the kid was telling the truth about his age, then Matt was only two years older than Sam was. But he felt twenty years older. He felt as though heâd grown up and grown old at the same time. As though his youth had disappeared down a bottomless well.
He certainly couldnât remember a time when heâd been bouncing in the saddle with eagernessâanxious to see what waited around the corner. It was wearing him out just watching the kidâs energy.
âHow many cattle are there?â Sam suddenly asked.
It occurred to Matt that the boy might have been sitting up so straight because heâd been trying to count the cattle, but they were stretched out for several miles.
âLittle over two thousand,â Matt answered.
âWhat does the marking on the cattle stand for? It looks like the top and bottom part of a heart, spread apart,â the boy said.
The kid was observant. Matt had to give him credit for paying attention. But the kidâs youth revealed itself with his eagerness, his questions.
âThatâs exactly what the brand is. A broken heart. These cattle belong to the Broken Heart ranch,â he explained.
âThatâs such a sad name for something. Why is it called that?â
Matt shook his head. Yeah, it was a sad name for a sad tale. Most cowboys just took the