whose wings wrap around and touch behind my arm. Itâs half black and half white.â
âPsyche?â he asked.
âGood guess.â He really was cultured. The goddess Psyche was synonymous with the soul, which the butterfly represented in myth. âPersephone.â
He nodded. âHalf black, half white. She lives half her life in this world and half in the Underworld.â
Not unlike my own life. Persephone guided transitions to the world of death. I didnât travel there myself, but I invoked her to send others across.
âShe governs the dark moon. And back hereââI tapped the spot behind me where my neck connected to my backââis a moon with an abstract womanâs face in it. Selene, the full moon.â
Kiyoâs dark eyes held intense interest. âWhy not one of the more common moon goddesses, then? Like Diana?â
I hesitated with my answer. In many ways, Diana would have served the same purpose. She, like Selene, was bound to the human world and could keep me grounded here when I needed it. âThe others areâ¦solitary goddesses. Even Persephone, whoâs technically married. Dianaâs a virginâsheâs alone too. But Seleneâ¦well, she doesnât get a lot of press anymore, but she was a more social goddess. A sexual goddess. She opens herself up to other people. And experiences. So I went with her. I just didnât think itâd be healthy to be marked with three goddesses who were all alone.â
âWhat about you? Are you alone, Eugenie?â His voice was velvet against me, and I could have drowned in those eyes. They were like chocolate. Chocolate is an aphrodisiac.
âArenât we all alone?â I asked with a rueful smile.
âYes. I think in the end, we all are, no matter what the songs and happy stories say. I guess itâs just a matter of who we choose to be alone with.â
âThatâs why I come here, you know. To be alone with other people. Thereâs isolation in a crowd. Youâre hidden. Safe.â
He looked around at the buzzing, moving sea of people in the bar. They were like a wall surrounding us. There but not there. âYes. Yes, I suppose thatâs true.â
âIsnât that why youâre here too?â
He glanced back down at me, his expression a little less sexual and a bit more pensive. âI donât know. Iâm not sure. I guess maybe Iâm here because of you.â
I didnât have any quick retorts for that, so I started playing with the bottle again. The bartender asked if I wanted another, and I shook my head.
Kiyo touched my shoulder. âYou want to dance?â
I was pretty sure I hadnât danced since high school, but some force compelled me to agree. We stepped out into a crowd of very bad dancers. Most were just sort of floundering around to a fast song with a heavy beat that Iâd never heard before. Kiyo and I werenât much better. But when a slower song came on, he wrapped me to him, pressing us together as close as two people could be. Well, almost as close.
I couldnât ever remember anything like this happening with a guy Iâd just met, a desire for someone I actually wanted and not just someone who was available. His body felt hard and perfect against mine, and my flesh kept concocting ways to touch his. I was already picturing him naked, imagining what it would be like to have his body move against and inside of mine. What was going on with me here? The images were so vivid and real, it was a wonder my feelings werenât written across my face.
So I didnât really mind when he slid his hand up the back of my neck and brought his mouth down to kiss me. It wasnât a tentative kiss either. No first-date kisses here. It was the kind of kiss that meant business, the kind of kiss that said, I want to consume every inch of you and hear you scream my name. Iâd never really made out in a public