says the worst injuries come into Emerg on a full moon. Itâs like something happens to peopleâs brains â they act crazier than normal. And animals do too. The coyotes come out of Mahon Park and howl at the full moon.
Out on the street, something catches my eye. Itâs a dog, a big grey and white one, trotting along the sidewalk. It stops to sniff a metal pole and then pees on it.
I open my window to see better and the frame creaks. The dog hears it, pricks his ears.
âPsst.â I stick my head out the window. âOver here.â
The dog turns and fixes his eyes on me. His tail wags alittle. Just at the white tip. Thereâs no one else around, no owner that I can see.
Something inside me makes a decision. Actually, itâs someone: J, the guy who tried the highest rails on my skateboard and told Grant the dirtiest jokes. J says itâs time to go. I close my window and grab my hoodie from the closet. Itâs not cold out, but I feel better having it. The hair on my neck stands up as I shuffle down the hall and take the quietest route through the kitchen to the back door. The floors are old and creaky and even though Aunt Lauraâs not here, I donât want Soleil or Libby to hear me. I grab my key from the bowl, close the door as slowly as I can and lock it behind me. The steps down from the deck are creaky too, so I take the first two and then jump past the rest, onto the crusty grass. There are no lights on in Soleilâs place.
My skin feels cool and prickly. Itâs finally happening. No more running around while Iâm asleep. I sneak around the side of the house and open the gate. But what if the dogâs gone â or what if I imagined him? A memory flashes through my mind so fast I canât catch it. It seems really familiar somehow, watching a dog out at night, but I canât think why. Maybe itâll come to me if I find him.
When I get to the pole I saw him pee on, heâs not far away, sniffing in our neighbourâs flowerbed. He looks like a wolf, but Iâm sure heâs a husky. A girl in my grade seven class had one and it looked like this. Black and grey on top and white on the belly, with face markings like a wolf, and a grey tail with a white tip. His ears are black and they stick straight up, like fuzzy triangles. I want to feel how soft they are. Huskies sometimes come into the shelters, but lately theyâve been adopted really fast. I had one, Rex, on my list last month but he was gone in two days.
I stand there waiting, watching to see if heâll run when he sees me, but he keeps sniffing, and his tail starts to wag like heâs found something good.
I walk closer. He scratches the dirt with his paw and pees on the spot. When heâs finished he looks really proud of himself and turns around to face me, like he knew I was there all along. We stare at each other.
âHi,â I say.
He smells the air.
âWhere are you going?â I ask. I look back at my house to make sure no lights are on. Everything is quiet, except for one or two cars passing on the main road a few streets over.
The dog turns and walks down the sidewalk, slowly, not like heâs running away, but like heâs going for a stroll. I follow. He stays in front of me, sniffing the grass and flowers, but I get the feeling heâs sensing me too. When he gets to the corner, he waits.
âCan I come?â I ask. Itâs pretty stupid to ask a dog questions. âIâm J,â I say, because thatâs who Iâll be tonight. Iâm not Jakob Nobody or Jakob Nebedy. Not even J-man. Iâm J, and tonight Iâm going to do whatever I want.
The dog looks up the street and then crosses. We leave my house behind.
We walk down the middle of the boulevard, along the street that leads to the grocery store and then down the hill, toward the harbour. I havenât been out this late since my dad took me camping in Manning Park