sharpened something inside me, though. It seemed there was still something I could doâÂif not for Lexie, then for Madeleine. I looked for her leather-Âbound book. Today the black ledger was not on top of the desk. Nor was it inside the top drawer, which I slid open for a peek.
Quietly, I looked around for other possible hiding places. Two filing cabinets disguised as Chinese chests stood against one wall. I tried the handles. Locked. Thatâs when I noticed yet another treasure was missing. On top of the chests, Madeleine had once chosen to keep a set of Russian nesting dolls. The largest had been a woman in a kerchief that popped open to reveal another figure and anotherâÂeach succeeding female a younger version of the last. The final, smallest dollâÂa smiling infant swaddled in yellowâÂhad always fascinated me. Madeleine had allowed me to play with those dolls. But today they were gone.
I was tempted to try jimmying open the file cabinets in search of the black book, but I heard someone in the hallway behind me. Instinctively, I slipped out the door and down the corridor.
I poked my head into the kitchen and found it in deplorable conditionâÂthe floor tiles were heaved up from water damage, and someone had left the remains of a dinner tray on the white marble counter. The teacup was stained yellow at the bottom, and mouse droppings were unmistakable on the plate.
I stepped into the butlerâs pantry, where Aunt Madeleineâs fine china and crystal were arranged behind dusty glass doors. The Meissen platesâÂdecorated with swooping birds, flirtatious shepherdesses and branches laden with springtime blossomsâÂlooked dusty, but otherwise perfect. The only missing piece was the sugar bowl.
It was Sutherland who sauntered into the kitchen behind me and poked his head into the pantry. He seemed to notice none of the fine objects stored in the small room, but instead checked his own reflection in the glass cabinet doors. I wondered if he was hanging on to his heartbreaker looks with his fingertips.
He ran a finger along his hairline to adjust a fair lock and bestowed a smile on me. âHow have you been, Nora? I hear you inherited Blackbird Farm.â
I leaned against the pantry countertop. âYes, Mama and Daddy entrusted the property to me when they ran off toâÂwell, when they decided to go abroad.â
âBut they came back, right?â
âOnly for a couple of months. Theyâre happier in a warmer climate.â I could have added that the climate in Philadelphia had gotten plenty hot for my mother and father before they absconded again.
Finally desperate to be rid of them, I had deliberately left my credit card on the kitchen table in the hope my parents would pilfer one last thing and flee. My sanity was worth a few more dings on my credit score. I didnât have the heart to cancel the card for a couple of days. Once they safely reached Rio, though, I figured they were on their own and I terminated my MasterCard. Now I was relieved to have them out of my hairâÂand only felt slightly guilty about using my credit card as a lure.
Sutherland smiled down at me. âSo youâre living out in farm country by yourself? That doesnât sound like you.â
âEmmaâs with me at the moment.â
âJust the two of you rattling around in that big old house?â
âItâs only the windows that rattle,â I said with a smile.
âI heard a family rumor youâd gotten married again,â Sutherland said. âTo an ex-Âcon, for heavenâs sake. The aunts are in a tizzy.â
A tizzy was better than a tornado, which is how I had felt when Michael first blew into my life. Heâd swept me off my feet and into a love affair that was challenging and passionate and life-Âaffirming, and certainly never dull.
But my aunts werenât the only ones who disapproved of our