relationship. The universal disapproval of our match was sometimes daunting. I couldnât deny that Michael âthe Mickâ Abruzzo had served time in prison. For a fact, he was the son of a convicted New Jersey crime boss, and from time to time he had encounters with the law himself. Even now Michael was in jail again, after pleading guilty to a charge of conspiring with his family. I knew heâd done it for good reason, and his sentence was short, so I was clinging to the hope Iâd feel his powerful force in my life again by summer.
Sutherland said, âWas I misinformed? You didnât marry him?â Then his gaze fell on the diamond ring Michael had given me. His eyes popped at the size of the sparkling rock. âOr you havenât yet, perhaps? Having second thoughts? Marriage is always a gamble with you Blackbird women, isnât it?â
âYouâre referring to the curse?â
âWell, thereâs no denying the female Blackbirds end up widows. Even Madeleine. My father took a chance, and look what happened to him. So, whatâs the story with your convict? Did you marry him or not?â
Was our marriage official? Well, perhaps the laws of Pennsylvania and most of its churches would say otherwise, but we had committed ourselves to each other, Michael and I, in an unorthodox ceremony conducted in the presence of my unorthodox family on a beach with weekend picnickers looking on. For better or worse, richer or poorer, in sickness and in healthâÂthe works. Except for the license. Frankly, I was afraid to make our union more legal than that for fear of Michaelâs life. I didnât believe in cursesâÂnot much, at least. But the Blackbird curse of widowhood gave me pause. So we had made our union a marriage in our hearts and in front of witnesses, if not on official paper.
Trouble was, Michael had gone to jail only a few weeks after we made our vows to each other. Heâd pleaded guilty to conspiracy and obstruction of justice in a deal that sent other Abruzzos away for longer sentences. He refused to let me visit him in prison, and although I thought we might have outsmarted the Blackbird curse by making our vows in an unconventional non-Âceremony, I couldnât help wondering if the curse had taken him away from me anyway.
When I didnât answer Sutherlandâs question right away, he said, âI hate the thought of you spending your evenings alone, Nora, thatâs all. Now that Iâm in town, I wonder if I might visit. Or take you out for dinner? Iâve always been so fond of you. We should catch upâÂâ
âSutherland,â I said, âcut the crap. Whatâs on your mind?â
He feigned surprise. Not very convincingly. âNora, I donât remember this side of you. You used to be so . . .â
âGullible?â
âSweet, I was going to say.â
I turned and walked out of the pantry, through the breakfast room, across the loggia to the French doors. I unlocked one and gave it a shove with my shoulder to push the sticky door open. Sutherland followed me outside into the kitchen gardenâÂnow a tangle of fragrant weeds running rampant around the brick wall. A rabbit dashed from the gravel path and into some bushes to hide.
When I was sure we were alone, I turned to Sutherland and said, âCuz, letâs stop playing whatever game you started.â
âNora, I would neverâÂâ
âDonât insult me any more than you already have,â I said. âLetâs be honest. Youâre wondering why Aunt Madeleine gave this place to my sisters and me instead of to youâÂher stepson.â
âWell, itâs peculiar, Iâll admit.â
âTo all of us,â I said.
âI thought she had a few motherly feelings towards me, but perhaps not. Itâs not that I need the cash,â he said quickly. âIâm hardly in beggarâs