completely realistic about that. It was justâ¦carrying the little one around had seemed as natural as breathing. Thereâd been a thousand things to do, starting with taking the baby to the hospital for a checkup, then carting her back to the station, talking to Wayne, then claiming some computer time, then calling some moms in the neighborhood before stopping at a store for supplies. The busier she was, the more the baby seemed to love it. But then theyâd come home.
Alone.
And Angel had lived up to her name tag all day until, it sure seemed, the point when Winona realized she was alonewith the baby. And knew nothing about child care. The baby had barely let out a peep all day, but now she seemed to be scaling up every few minutes. The darling either desperately missed her real mother, or Angel had suddenly figured out that she was stuck with a complete rookie.
The doorbell rang. Winona whipped around, thinking, please, God, not another car seat or another well-meant baby blanket. Hunger was starting to set in. Exhaustion.
A nightmare-strength panic.
Before she could reach the front door, the knob rattled and Justin poked his head in. Her pulse promptly soared ten feet. There was no stopping it. So typically, even after a long workday, he looked as revved as the satin-black Porsche in her drive. He stepped in like a vital burst of energy, his face wind-stung, his eyes snapping life, his grin teasing her before heâd even said a word. âWin? Are you thereâwell, I can see youâre there. And a little on the busy side, huh?â
âI never thought you meant it about coming over! Come in, come in!â She wished sheâd had a chance to brush her hair and put on lipstick, but what was the difference? It was just Justin. And no matter how mercilessly he ended up teasing her, she was thrilled to see him. âWhat do you know about babies?â she called over the caterwauling.
âNothing.â
Never mind. She didnât care what he knew or didnât know. She closed the door with him firmly on the inside. He was still another body. She wasnât alone. âYouâre a doctor, you have to know somethingââ
âYeah, Iâve been trying to tell my patients that for a long time.â He peeled off his sheepskin jacket, took a step toward her living room and froze. âHoly cow. Did you have a cattle drive in here this afternoon?â
âVery funny. Itâs just baby gear. Loans from the neighbors. Now listen, Justin, whether you know anything or notâyou could hold her for a second, couldnât you? I just need aminute. Time to get some dry diapers and fresh clothes and a bottle warmed upââ
âOkay.â
âIt wonât take me long to do any of that stuffââ
âOkay.â
âDonât panic because sheâs crying. Sheâs really a darling. I just have to figure out whatâs wrong. Thatâs all there is to it. You figure out whatâs wrong, you fix it, she quitsââ
âHey, Win. Could you try and believe itâs okay? I really did come over to help.â
Itâs not that she didnât believe Justin. It was just that his offer to help seemed so unlikely. The town may have labeled Justin a devil-may-care bachelor, but Winona had always known better than that. Something had happened to him in Bosnia, because heâd come back a different personâquieter, more closed in, and heâd left his once-loved trauma medicine specialty in favor of plastic surgery. But his reputation as a surgeon spanned the southwest. His participation with the Texas Cattlemanâs Club was another unrecognized involvement. And sheâd never forgotten meeting him back when she was twelve, on the first day sheâd been fostered with the Gerards. To her, heâd been the best-looking teenage guy in the universe. Even that young, heâd had the sexiest eyes. The laziest drawl in