in an area this wealthy, thereâs no answer for it. Adoption is at least a possibility for a blond, blue-eyed babyâbut not for this one, not for some time. Even if I run a hundred miles an hour and get answers zip-fast, thereâs still no way to rush aââ
âWin, you sound like youâre fighting with a judge in a court of law. Youâre just talking to me. Whatâs the deal here? I take it you want to keep the baby?â
Her shoulders sank, losing all that tough stiffness. And again her eyes got that softness, that terribly fierce vulnerability that heâd never seen before. âNo oneâs going to let me keep her. Iâm single. And Iâm working full-time besides. But right nowâespecially todayâthe townâs in chaos because of the Asterland jet crash. So the only thing that makes senseââ
Justin heard his code paged on the loudspeaker. An orderly pushed past both of them to clean up the examining room. Bodies were still hustling in both directions, they were blocking the hallwayâand the baby suddenly opened her rosebud mouth, yawned, and blinked open sleepy, priceless, exquisite blue eyes.
He looked at the babyâ¦and then at Winona again. âWeâve both got our hands full right now,â he said casually. âHow about if I stop by for a short visit right after dinner?â
âYou donât have to do that.â
Oh yeah, he thought, he definitely did.
Three
J ust as Winona lifted a fork to her mouth, she heard the babyâs thin cry. Somehow thereâd been no time for lunch. Now it looked as if the odds werenât too hot on sneaking some dinner, either. Not that she minded. Who needed food? Dropping the fork with a clatter, she charged toward the living room. âIâm coming, Angel! Iâm coming!â
Well, shoot. It wasnât quite that easyâas a woman or a temporary momâto deliver on those optimistic words. Although it was only the distance of a fast gallop between the kitchen and the living room, reaching the baby was becoming more challenging by the hour.
Sheâd only called a couple of neighbors that afternoon, but it seemed that the news about the baby had spread and help had been pouring in nonstop. The whole neighborhood was kid-studdedâwhich was one of the reasons sheâd chosen to buy her house hereâand almost everyone had some baby gear stored in their garages or back rooms. Buying anything would have been silly: Winona had no idea how long shewould be allowed to keep the baby. But her neighborsâ loans had been extravagantly generous. She had to dodge a half-dozen car seats, a couple of high chairs, several playpens and walkers, backpacks, front packs, diaper bags, toys, enough blankets to warm a child in the Arctic, and heaps of baby clothes. Finally she reached the white wicker bassinet with the pink quilted lining.
Inside was the princess, who happened to be garbed in her fifth outfit of the day. Winona figured they surely wouldnât go through quite so many clothes tomorrow. She was getting close to mastering disposable diapers.
âThere, there. There, thereâ¦.â She picked up the precious bundle, and started the crooning, patting and rocking movements that seemed to be the eternal song of mothers. But on the inside, panic started to ooze through her nerves.
âAre we hungry, sweetheart? Wet? Do you want the TV on? Off? More lights, less lights? More noise, less noise? Are you cold? Constipatedâno, come to think of it, Iâm positive thatâs not a problem. Are you mad? Bored? Sick? Sad? Whatever it is, Iâll fix it, I swear. Just donât cry. There, there. There, there, loveâ¦.â
The panic was new. All day, sheâd been in seventh heaven. Babies had been on her heartâs agenda for a long time, and no, of course Angel wasnât hers and wasnât likely to be for long. Winona was trying her best to be
H. Beam Piper & John F. Carr