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rear booth. Punctual as ever. I, on the other hand, am five minutes late. Since I know my mother will be sure to mention it, I wait to go inside, watching as she takes a sip of her martini, checks her watch, then sips again.
    Although she was born and raised in Boston, living in Palm Springs for a decade now makes her look like an out-of-towner. When I was growing up, she had a more casual style. Earth tones, flowing dresses, cable-knit sweaters. Today, her ensemble can only be described as Late-Career Movie Star. White capris. A Lilly Pulitzer blouse. White-blond hair pulled into a severe ponytail. Completing the look are oversize sunglasses that cover a third of her face. Sherarely takes them off, forcing her coral-lipsticked mouth to do the emoting. Currently, it droops into a disapproving frown as I enter the restaurant and make my way to the table.
    “I almost ordered without you,” she says, the words clipped, as if she’s rehearsed them.
    I eye her half-empty martini glass. “Looks like you already have.”
    “Don’t be fresh. I got you a gin and tonic.” She lowers her sunglasses to better study my outfit. “Is that what you wore to meet Arthur?”
    “I was at a job site beforehand. I didn’t have time to change.”
    My mother shrugs, unmoved by my excuse. “Dressing up would have been the respectful thing to do.”
    “It was a meeting,” I say. “Not a memorial service.”
    That had taken place a month earlier, at a funeral home mere blocks from where we now sit. Not many people attended. In his later years, my father had become a bit of a hermit, cutting himself off from almost everyone. Even though they’d been divorced for twenty-two years—and since my father never remarried—my mother dutifully sat with me in the front row. Behind us were Allie and my stepfather, a kind but boring real estate developer named Carl.
    My mother has returned for the weekend to, in her words, offer emotional support. That means a gin and tonic, heavy on the former. When it arrives, the first sip leaves me dizzy. But it does the trick. The hit of the gin and the fizz of the tonic are a balm against today’s surprises.
    “So, how did it go?” my mother asks. “The last time I talked to your father, he said he was leaving you everything.”
    “And he did.” I lean forward, accusingly. “Including Baneberry Hall.”
    “Oh?” my mother says, doing a terrible job of feigning surprise. She tries to cover it by lifting the martini to her lips and taking a loud sip.
    “Why didn’t Dad tell me that he still owned it? For that matter, why didn’t you?”
    “I didn’t think it was my place,” my mother says, as if that’s ever stopped her before. “It was your father’s house, not mine.”
    “At one time it belonged to both of you. Why didn’t you sell it then?”
    My mother avoids the question by asking one of her own.
    “Are you sleeping?”
    What she’s really asking is if I’m still having the night terrors that have plagued me since childhood. Horrific dreams of dark figures watching me sleep, sitting on the edge of my bed, touching the small of my back. My childhood was filled with nights when I’d wake up either gasping or screaming. It was another game those bitches-in-training liked to play during grade-school sleepovers: watch Maggie sleep and scream.
    Although the night terrors weren’t as frequent after I hit my teens, they never fully went away. I still have them about once a week, which has earned me a lifetime prescription to Valium.
    “Mostly,” I say, leaving out how I’d had one the night before. A long, dark arm reached up from under my bed to snag my ankle.
    Dr. Harris, my former therapist, told me they’re caused by unresolved feelings about the Book. It’s the reason I stopped going to therapy. I didn’t need two sessions a month to be told the obvious.
    My mother credits a different cause for the night terrors, which she states every time we see each other, including