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    “It’s stress,” she says. “You’re working yourself ragged.”
    “I like it that way.”
    “Are you seeing anyone?”
    “I’m seeing the duplex we’re renovating,” I say. “Does that count?”
    “You’re too young to be working so hard. I worry about you girls.”
    I can’t help but notice the way my mother lumps Allie and me together, as if we’re sisters and not co-workers turned business partners. Idesign. Allie builds. Together, we’ve flipped four houses and renovated three.
    “We’re growing a business,” I tell my mother. “That doesn’t happen without—”
    I stop myself, realizing I’ve done exactly what she planned and veered wildly offtrack. I take a hearty swig of the gin and tonic, partly out of annoyance—at my mother, at myself—and partly to prepare for what’s next.
    Questions.
    Lots of them.
    Ones my mother won’t want to hear and will try not to answer. I won’t let her get away with it. Not this time.
    “Mom,” I say, “why did we really leave Baneberry Hall?”
    “You know we don’t talk about that.”
    Her voice contains a tone of warning. The last time I heard it, I was thirteen and going through a series of phases purposefully designed to test my mother’s patience. Inappropriate makeup phase. Sarcastic phase. Habitual liar phase, during which I spent three months telling a series of outrageous fabrications with the hope my parents would crack and finally admit that they, too, had lied.
    On that day, my mother had just found out I skipped school to spend the day roaming the Museum of Fine Arts. I got out of class by telling the school secretary I had contracted E. coli from eating tainted romaine lettuce. My mother was, obviously, livid.
    “You, young lady, are in serious trouble,” she said on the drive home from the principal’s office. “You’re grounded for a month.”
    I turned in the passenger seat, stunned. “A month ?”
    “And if you ever pull a stunt like this again, it’ll be six months. You can’t keep lying like this.”
    “You and Dad lie all the time,” I said, angry at the unfairness of it all. “You made, like, a career out of it. Talking about that stupid book every chance you got.”
    The mention of the Book made my mother flinch. “You know I don’t like to discuss that.”
    “Why?”
    “Because that was different.”
    “How? How is the stuff you said different from what I’m doing? At least my lies aren’t hurting anyone.”
    An angry flush leaped up my mother’s cheeks. “Because I didn’t say things just to get back at my parents. I didn’t say them with the sole intention of being a lying bitch.”
    “It takes one to know one,” I said.
    My mother’s right hand flew from the steering wheel and cracked against my left cheek—a blow so sudden and stinging it jolted the breath from my lungs.
    “Never call me a liar again,” she said. “And never, under any circumstance, ask me about that book. Do you understand?”
    I nodded, my hand pressed to my cheek, the skin there hotter than a sunburn. It was the only time I can remember one of my parents hitting me. Probably because it left a mark. For two days, the bruise from my mother’s slap eclipsed my scar. Until today, I have never mentioned the Book to her again.
    Thinking about that day always brings a pulse of memory pain. I touch my gin and tonic to my cheek and say, “We need to start talking about it, Mom.”
    “You read the book,” my mother says. “You know what happened.”
    “I’m not talking about Dad’s fictionalized account. I’m talking about the truth.”
    My mother downs the rest of her martini. “If you wanted that, then you should have asked your father when you had the chance.”
    Oh, I did. Plenty of times. Since my father had never backhanded me, I continued to try to get him to admit the truth about Baneberry Hall. I liked to spring the question on him when he was distracted, hoping he’d slip up and give me an honest answer. At