smile. âShow us why Mac Walker decided to call this place home.â
This was it. She was in all the way. Now all she had to do was get him to agree to keep Nick. Doing so would mean swallowing her pride and sharing her worries about Brice. That also meant confessing that her life wasnât turning out to be as stable and perfect as sheâd hoped or let on. And to reckless Mac of all people. That was akin to begging for âI told you so.â As if Mac Walker werenât cocky enough. She might as well hand him an extra serving of ego on a silver platter.
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C ONSIDERING THAT THIS trip had been her idea to begin with, Mac never thought Tessa would be the one scared to go up. Five minutes in the air and Tessa was still gripping the sides of her seat and she hadnât opened her eyes once. Nick, on the other handâsitting up front with Macâhad raked his hair out of his face repeatedly to take everything in. Mac resisted suggesting that Tessa loan his nephew her hair elastic.
Maybe being up here was good for the kid. Exposure therapy. A way to remember taking flights with his parents. Kids were more resilient than grown-ups gave them credit for. Tessa, however, had turned into a more cautious person, rather than a stronger one.
Mac spoke into his headset, giving them his usual tour spiel and pointing out the lay of the land and the view of Mount Kilimanjaro in the distance. He identified the wildlife herds they spotted, but was pretty sure Tessa didnât hear a word. Too bad. Her loss. She was missing out on some spectacular scenery. She leaned to one side and rested her forehead in her hand.
Please donât barf in my bird.
âYou need an air sickness bag back there?â he asked, hoping she wouldnât make a mess. She scrunched her face but shook her head. He told her where they were kept in the back, anyway.
âCan we land for a few minutes?â Her mouth clamped shut as fast as the squeaky words left her lips. Boy. She really wasnât doing so well. Mac altered course.
âCamp Jamba isnât far. Hang in there.â
Camp Jamba was not a luxury tourist attractionâespecially not for a Tessa caliber of touristâbut it was his favorite place to get away. A small camp, nice and remote with minimal offerings. The owners, Mugi and Kesi Lagat, were an older couple whoâd become good friends to Mac over the years. More like family. And if this whole trip of Tessaâs was about trying to snap a teen boy out of his funk, then a taste of the rustic life might just do the trick. Come to think of it, taking him to Busara for a day to help out with baby elephant rescues wouldnât be a bad idea, either. Nothing like helping others to make a person appreciate their own life. The good and the bad.
âWhat are those?â Nick asked, pointing at a grazing herd, several members of which sported formidable black horns that rose high off their heads in a graceful curve.
âGrantâs gazelle.â
âCool. Can you see them, Aunt Tessa?â Nick asked, louder than necessary, into his mic. He turned to his aunt, who sat huddled in the back with her eyes still shut. âOh. Never mind. You okay?â
âIâm fine, Nick. You have fun. Iâm fine.â
âWeâre almost there, Tess,â Mac added, noting the beads of sweat forming on her forehead. The camp came into view as they cleared a mass of trees. He really wanted her on the ground and out of his baby before she got sick.
He landed in his usual spot and gave them the clear when it was safe to hop out. Tessa ran straight for the bushes.
Getting her back to the Hodari Lodge was going to be very interesting.
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T ESSA â S LEGS WOULDN â T stop shaking and theyâd been on solid ground for a good fifteen minutes now. She sat on an overturned log that served as a bench near the entrance to Camp Jambaâthe kind of camp that catered to granola-loving