tree-huggers, from what she could see. She sure hoped they had a jeep and driver here. The thought of going back up in the air made her hands hot and head cold. We landed in one piece. We landed in one piece.
Nick had followed Mac inside, clearly more comfortable with watching wildlife from the air than from the ground. She glanced back at the small, earthy-looking, thatched-roof cottage that Mac told her was both the main office for the camp and the ownersâ home. Guests, she assumed, rented one of the framed tents, fashioned from sticks and tarps, that dotted an area about ten yards from the main house. A stone-lined dirt path led to each one and a grove of elephant pepper trees kept the area cool. The entire camp was situated on a low rise overlooking a branch of what Mac had said was the Mara River and a formidable expanse of the Masai Mara grasslands beyond.
She closed her eyes and the fluttering shadows that danced against her lids soothed her nerves. The sounds that surrounded her kind of reminded her of the music they played in her yoga meditation class at home. A person didnât need earbuds or music here. The air was filled with song so complex, so mesmerizing, it could never be man-made. It was magical. It soothed her motion sickness. Sheâd never been more out of place, yet sheâd never felt so unexpectedly at peace. She was surprised that anything related to Macâs life could make her feel that way.
She was simply overcome with relief from having successfully fled her house in the Cape with the flash drives. She was projecting that emotion onto Macâs wilderness. That was all.
Wow. Sheâd actually taken a risk and made it this far. She had to admit the feeling was a little thrilling. A bit empowering. Mac was the last person on earth sheâd ever confess that to. But it wasnât over and risks came at a price. She knew that better than anyone.
âDrink this,â Mac said, walking up and handing her a soda. âTheyâre getting more bottled water later today and I didnât want to risk the well tap on you, even with a filter in place. The bubble in this will make you feel better in any case.â She reluctantly opened her eyes.
âThanks,â Tessa said, taking the cold bottle from him. Her fingers touched his. She ignored the ripple in her chest and rubbed her fingertips up and down the icy dew that had formed on her bottle. She drank and immediately felt her stomach settle. âIs Nick okay?â
âYes. Heâs browsing some wood carvings and a few things they have for sale, souvenir-wise. They donât really have a gift shop. When real guests are here, they put out things like T-shirt samples on the porch, but keep the inventory inside their home.â
âI didnât give him any of the rand I converted to shillings yet.â
âNot a problem. Heâs just looking.â
They both sat quietly, taking in the exquisite view of acacia trees and a herd of elephants passing them in the distance. The leaves of the pepper trees rustled overhead and the chatter of a million animal languages vibrated through the air in a lulling rhythm.
âSo this is why you live here,â she said. A hint of admission was easier to take than awkward silence.
He nodded.
âIt does make for nice meditating,â she allowed.
âAnd itâs free. Always amazes me that people will dish money out for things to help them relax, yet they never bother to try going for a walk or sitting somewhere like this.â
âNot everyone has access to a place like this. Or even a backyard. You really like prejudging and making assumptions, donât you? For your information, group meditation classes do have their benefits. Theyâre motivating and supportive and they really help with anxiety. I even took Nick to one.â
âBet he loved that.â
She pressed her lips together and turned away. No, Nick had hated it, but Mac