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front of me and I blink and a single tear ran down my cheek as I quickly wiped
it away. Megan looked from me to Kole and finally back to me, “What?” I felt
sick… “Damn it Megan you had no right to tell him about Matt…It’s my fucking
life. I am the one that battles this every god damn day…ME! I can’t believe you
said anything to him about that.”
    I didn’t wait for her to respond or anyone to say
anything I just turned and ran. I didn’t stop until I reached the dorms I
needed space I had to get out of here and fast. I changed my clothes quickly
then left. I had to disappear I needed to forget…

Fifteen
    (Kole)
    I rode with Radley and Megan back to the dorm I felt like
such an ass…
    “Megan I’m sorry I said anything. I had no idea she would
freak out like that,” I felt horrible about everything. “Kole you couldn’t have
known how she would react. It’s my fault I never should have said anything to
you. I have to find her,” Megan stood in their room crying.
    I was worried about what exactly I had just caused by
saying anything about Matt. I have never seen a girl freak out like Lexi did
just from breaking up with some guy. It was like she was terrified, “Maybe we
should split up we could cover more that way. If you take me back to the house
I can take my car and drive around too.” They both agreed that would be better
as they turned in the direction of the frat house.
    Once I got into my car I grabbed my phone…I had a phone
call to make. Someone was going to tell me what the hell was going on…and now.
    After the third ring he picked up…
    ‘Kole, what the hell man what are you up too…it’s
been awhile’
    I knew if they found out I was calling Matt things would
turn even worse if that was possible but no one was giving me answers and I
needed to know what I was missing.
    ‘Hey fuckhead…how’s Cali…and college’
    Matt just laughed I could sense the freshman cockiness in
his voice
    ‘It’s great but you know that…hell the amount of
pussy a guy gets from being in college on a full athletic scholarship in
fucking insane man…but hey hit it all you can right.’
    Okay ready to get on with this conversation Matty was
always a little too arrogant for his own good and I only had one reason to call
him…
    ‘I got a question for you…did you date a girl named
Lexi Warren?
    He was silent for a minute and I almost asked him if he
was there.
    ‘I wouldn’t say we dated. More like she followed me
around my entire senior year and then showed up to this party after we
graduated and let’s just say she went a little wild. I fucked her a couple
times…but hell I wasn’t the only one. So date her…no. Just banged her…she’s a
little whore Kole. If I were you I wouldn’t get wrapped up in that but hey
she’s a pretty good fuck so whatever.’
    I hated hearing him talk about her like that…there was
more to the story the girl he was describing didn’t sound right.
    ‘Nah dude…I think I’ll pass she just came to a few
parties here at the fraternity and one of the guys was um…he was asking about
here. I thought I would ask you since you went to the same school’
    He laughed lightly
    ‘Well tell your friend she likes it rough…hey nice
hearing from ya…catch ya later’
    Something was off about the whole thing. The phone call
just pissed me off and I still had no idea why she was so guarded.
    I started my car and went to look for Lexi.

Sixteen
    (Lexi)
    “Come on…no more,” I was so drunk and if I drank anymore
shots I felt I might get sick. I could feel them starting to rise back up into
my throat. I didn’t want to puke…I just wanted to forget about what had
happened earlier. “I think I’m done…I won’t be much fun with my head suspended
over the garbage will I,” here I was in a damn bar doing just what I told Megan
I wouldn’t do. Then again she did share secrets about my life she swore she
never would so…hell with it.
    “Let’s get out of