âSheâs beenâ¦avoiding me.â
âNo wonder.â
Joe expected Renie to say more, but she didnât, which made him feel even worse. âDo you really think sheâs completely worn out?â
âYes,â Renie said, âI do. You two should have gone on vacation in January. After the holidays, she started to really go downhill. In fact, it wouldnât hurt her to take two vacations, one with me and one with you. I still canât believe you havenât seen how tired and frazzled she is lately.â
âI know sheâs tired,â Joe said, conscious of the serious note in Renieâs words. âBut Iâve been so damned busy, what with the case Iâm on right now and the trial coming up next week. Yeah, it sounds lame, but there it is. Iâm not as young as I used to be, either.â
âWho is?â Renie sounded sympathetic. âThink about poor Bill, stuck with that nutcase up at Bayview Hospital. I almost canceled when he told me he couldnât go, but I was afraid Iâd lose the Cruz account. Iâm sorry you donât want her to go. The decision is yours.â
Guilt. âYou learned this from your mother, didnât you?â
âWhat?â Renie sounded puzzled.
âThe guilt-trip thing. Aunt Deb invented it, didnât she? Or if not, honed it to a fine art.â
âYou bet,â Renie retorted. âAnd think of all the crap Iâm going to put up with because Iâll be gone for two weeks. Itâs almost not worth it. But,â she went on, âthatâs a separate issue. I firmly believe that your wifeâs health is precarious.â
Joe was silent for a few moments. Heâd been caught off guard by Renieâs solemn attitude. Sheâd managed to scare himabout Judithâs health. And, he grudgingly admitted to himself, the decision was his wifeâs, not his. âOkay, she can go.â
âGood,â said Renie. âIâll return her in a much improved condition.â She hung up.
Judith returned to the kitchen as Joe placed the phone back in its cradle. âWere you talking to Renie?â she asked in a despondent voice.
âWow!â Joe cried. âYour hair looks terrific! This is the first chance Iâve had to see it in the light. By the time I got up, you were already scurrying around the house.â
Judith was skeptical. âThanks.â She started loading the dishwasher with the tableware sheâd brought in from the dining room.
âLet me do that,â Joe said, nudging her out of the way. âIn fact, let me take over for the day. You could use some time to yourself.â
Judith wasnât just skeptical, she was suspicious. Maybe this was Joeâs way of making up for vetoing the cruise. âHow come?â she asked.
Joe put the last of the teaspoons in the silverware compartment. âBecause,â he said, putting his hands on Judithâs sagging shoulders, âyou have to pack. May I be the first to wish you bon voyage?â
THREE
J UDITH SPENT THE rest of Wednesday in a frenzy of sorting clothes, going through the old trunk and some other boxes in the basement, and filling her suitcases. In the basement, nostalgia had overcome her. Four generations of Grovers had stored items there: Grandma and Grandpaâs first string of Christmas tree lights; Uncle Cliffâs fishing-tackle box; her fatherâs business-skills teaching texts; Auntie Vanceâs movie posters, including King Kong, The Thin Man, and The Wizard of Oz; photos of Uncle Al taken in the winnerâs circle at various West Coast and Florida racetracks; Uncle Corkyâs World War II army cap with its twin silver bars denoting his captainâs rank; Aunt Ellenâs high school yearbooks; Mikeâs handprint in plaster from his kindergarten days; the white-and-gold sari Judith had worn for her first wedding. Sheâd been sorry, all right, for