second-floor boysâ room so my dad has to mop it before he can go home?â
That sounded crazy. âSometimes people ⦠miss.â
âEvery day, same time, under the sink.â
I shook my head.
âAnd someone else leaves dead rats by the cafeteria door, mornings, for my mom to find. And someone else breaks windows here, usually in the rain. And his friend, who tears my uniform shirts in half during P.E. class. Or the other guy whoâ¦â David stopped, brushed hair from his eyes. â⦠who kills my dog ⦠and leaves his head on my doorstep.â He glanced down, red-faced, as if expecting to see it again.
âIâm sorry.â
âDonât be sorry!â A shriek. He started to slam the door, slowed, and said, âYou take world history?â
âSure.â Actually, Iâd read it at home with Mom.
âIn Nazi Germany, people who reported their neighbors to the Gestapoâwere they innocent?â
âOf course not.â
âHow about the ones who helped Hitler gain power?â
âUm, I guess not. No. They werenât innocent.â He sounded crazy. But Iâd probably be the same if theyâd done that to me.
âAnd how about the other ones, the ones who stood by, watched it? The ones who said, âIâm not Jewish, thank God, so I donât have to worry.â Were they?â
I stared at my feet. âNo. No, I guess not.â
âWell, by that assessment, youâre the only person here whoâs innocent. Everyone elseâthey spend their days thanking God they arenât me. If they even think about me at all.â
âHow do you know I donât?â
âBecause youâll be next.â
I didnât want to think about that. âWell,â I said. âIâm sorry anyway.â
âDonât worry about it. It was just another mess for my father to clean.â
That week in chapel, the choir sang âBy the Riverâ and Reverend Phelps sermonized about âWhatsoever Ye Do Unto the Least of My Brothers, Ye Do Unto Me.â David wasnât there. I thought about him, though. All the time. Even as I left my usual messages for my father. Maybe especially then.
When I came in from P.E. the day after I talked to him, I found my uniform shirt outside my locker on the bench. Someone had cut it in half, neatly down the middle.
I remembered what David had said: Youâll be next .
I knew it was true.
CHAPTER EIGHT
Friday. Another pep rally after school. We were playing John the Baptist High, so all over school, cheerleaders posted signs proclaiming, BEHEAD JOHN THE BAPTIST or BAPTISM BY FIRE until Principal Meeks made Old Carlos take them down.
I didnât go. Didnât walk around campus, either. It seemed wrong, with no prospect of running into David and Trouble, so it was back to the computer lab. I didnât care what Mom said.
The trailer they used for a computer lab was the only place I felt comfortable at Gate anymore. Its hollow floors thumped and echoed when you walked. That day, it was empty, as usual. The stink of someoneâs lunch filled the air. Bologna. I signed in, turned on the light, chose a station away from the window. I still heard the shrieks and cheers through the walls. I logged onto AOL and scrolled through the member-created rooms. I barely heard the door open. Whoever it was didnât stop to sign in. He walked, silent as a soldier, across the loud floors and took the station ahead of mine. I chose the Teen Truth or Dare room. I didnât look up. I didnât know anyone. I didnât want to know anyone.
Beep . From the other computer.
I kept typing.
Beeeeeep!
BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP! The aggravated sound of someone repeatedly pressing keys when the computer refuses to obey.
A voice. âShit!â
I looked up, surprised. It was Charlie Good.
âLittle help here?â he said.
Heâd abandoned his efforts. The room was