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Weird .
Cool .
But no one seemed sorry or even surprised.
I met Binky for lunch in the library. It was dark in there, and my eyes hurt. We werenât really supposed to eat there, but the room was empty except for us, so no one said anything. Binky offered me a banana from her sack.
It was too sweet, overripe. I gagged and put it down, its sugary odor mixing with the libraryâs old balloon smell. I carried it to the farthest garbage pail so I wouldnât smell it, then sat back down. âI donât get it. Some psycho decapitated a dog here. Why are they acting like nothing happened?â
Binky didnât finish chewing. âBecause nothing did.â
âHuh? Repeat that.â
âNothing happened.â Another bite. I smelled tuna, onions, felt tears spring to my eyes.
âNothing happened,â I repeated. âSo the blood, the psychotic-looking note, that was all my imagination? âCause I should probably go home if Iâm hallucinating.â
âI meant, nothing happened to them.â
âHow could it not have?â
âDoes anyone look upset?â Mrs. Booth, the librarian, shushed her even though we were alone. Binky whispered, âDavid Blanco isnât one of them.â
âSo? Does that meanâ?â
âYes. David isnât one of them, which relieves them of having to do anything. If it was anyone elseâs dog, theyâd have started complaining, called all the parents, investigated. People would pull their kids out of school, and everyone would be all upset.â
âAnd that would be a bad thing? Do you know most serial killers get started killing animals?â Iâd read that on-line once. âDo you know thatâ?â
She put two fingers to my lips, a gesture more intimate than I wanted to think about, and said, âParents say they send their kids here for a bunch of reasons. But it adds up to one thing: They donât want to worry about their kids. Spend enough, you donât have to worry.â
âAnd this makes them worry?â
âNot at all. It has nothing to do with them.â
I couldnât begin to understand that. Binky stood, tossed her lunch bag. When I didnât get up, she turned back.
âRight or wrong, the Blancos feel blessed that the schoolâs educating their son. So, they donât mind that the administrationâs also letting it get spread around that David killed the dog himself.â
I stared at her, stunned. I hadnât heard that one. Finally, I said, âAnd you believe that?â
She shook her head. âYou werenât listening, Paul.â
She left seconds before the bell.
David wasnât in class that day or the next. I knew because I looked for him. When he wasnât there Monday, I went to the janitorâs cottage after seventh period.
It looked more like a tool shed or guest house than anyplace a family could live. Ancient coral rock with a green door so old it could give way under strong wind.
Or a hard knock. I tapped. No answer. I called, âHello?â
The door creaked open. David stood, looking neat as ever, neater even, in his Gate uniform polo and pants. Except where there had been only scars from his various piercings, now he wore jewelry, cheek rings, earrings, nose rings, all glinting in the afternoon sun.
âWhat do you want?â he asked.
âI wanted to say I was sorry.â
âSorry?â The word twisted around, mocking. âFor what?â
âAbout Trouble. Iâm sorry for what happened.â
âWhy? Did you do it?â
âNo. I mean, of course not.â
âThen, donât be sorry.â His mottled face was angry now. âYou are the one person who should not be sorry.â
âWhat do you mean? They didnât all do it.â
âDidnât they?â He held up a hand. âYou know thereâs a kid here who, every afternoon at three, pisses on the tile of the