exactly?â
She shrugged. âRule things,â she said, and I didnât even think she was being vague.
This exchange between Floss and Nicholas, though, was the first time that I realized that we were now involved in a very different kind of Outlaw production. I thought back to the night of rain and pizza and wondered if Luciaâs comments had made a difference, after all. I glanced at Tonio, trying not to be obvious. He looked happy, maybe happier than Iâd ever seen him. Max walked past me just then and, as if doing some mind-read thing said, âItâs good to see him this way. Lucia had a point.â Then he wenttoward Nicholas and threw him an extension cord that was wrapped in so many spirals, it must have been the length of the Amazon.
It was probably the most relaxed few days of space rehearsal weâd ever had. Itâs amazing what that proper home feel can do for you. When we started dress rehearsals, we already felt two weeks ahead.
Then it was opening night, in only two days. While we hadnât changed our flyers, word was already leaking out. People kept coming by, people weâd never seen, which was gratifying. While we loved our core of Outlaw regulars, new people meant we were doing something right. These new-to-the-Outlaw-experience folks peered through the windows, their fingers and breath making smoke whorls in the dust on the glass. They pushed open doors, and when we asked what they wanted they looked at Luciaâs feathers and Flossâs clouds and grinned.
âJust checking,â they said, and still smiling, they disappeared like snuffed candle flames.
VI
âThe reporter from Nighttimes is here.â
O pening night. Jitters, jitters. I jumped at the slightest sound. I ignored Maxâs divine lasagna, a big pan of which was sitting backstage on a plank supported by three milk crates, a pile of wood, and six old books. I ignored pretty much everything except for the vague, sick flutter in my stomach and the desert in my throat. I drank gallons of water, drank so much I was afraid my costume for act 1 (very beauty queen) wouldnât fit, and I was still parched.
Nicholas passed me at one point, stopped, took the pint glass out of my hand with gentle fingers, and said, âPersia. You know itâs going to be fine.â
I grabbed the glass back like a drowning womangrabbing for her life preserver, gulped more water, and nodded. âRight. I know this. I just thought itâd be good if my throat didnât close up. Because of dryness. I thought I should be able to speak.â
There was wonder in his eyes. âI donât think Iâve seen you like this before. You usually project calm and level. Sort of mellow, even.â
âNicholas,â I said distinctly, âbefore I was never corseted into a prom dress and expected to be cute.â
He looked at me, his eyes flowing up and down my dress like a confused river, then he leaned in and kissed me on the nose. âYouâre always cute,â he said as he walked away.
âHmm,â said Lucia. She stepped into my view frame and blocked Nicholasâs back. There was a wicked smile on her face. âNicholas and Persia sitting in a treeâ¦â
âOh, for Godâs sake, Lucia. Grow up,â I muttered. I stomped away, but I have to admit that in spite of my nervousness, and the shyness that seemed to be a product of Luciaâs rhyme, I was grinning.
Costume pieces came together. Props weregathered. Floss, stevedore voice in full swing, ordered everyone around, even Tonio. He behaved exactly as she wanted and never said one word. The clock ticked on. Max disappeared to take tickets. Floss made last-minute cloud adjustments. Lucia put on her chicken feet. Nicholas pulled down on the bill of his baseball cap and looked tough. Tonio cleared his throat and tapped lightly on his backstage mike, then went to check the speakers out front. And I pretended I was