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He considered demanding it, but it occurred to him that there might be a better way to get there.
âAre you here to audition?â
âYeah, I guess.â
âWhatâs your name?â
âSarah Miller.â
âWhat role are you auditioning for?â
âFor the girl.â
âWhich girl?â
âYou know. The girl whoâ¦â
âYes? The girl whoâ¦?â
âThe girl who has come back.â
âCome back, Sarah? I donât understand.â
âIâm the girl with unfinished business.â
âThatâs pretty vague. What business?â
âIâm the girl who wanted to be with a man, but then I got scared and left.â
âAnd now youâve come back?â
âYes.â
âAre you scared?â
âYes.â
âWhat are you scared of?â
âMyself.â
âWhy?â
âI donât know, Alex. Iâm just scared. I donât know what Iâm going to do.â
âI think youâre too scared for the role, Sarah.â
âNo, Alex, stop doing this. Itâs not funny anymore.â
âItâs your game, Sarah. I donât even know if you want to be real.â
âI want to be real. I do.â
âThen tell me why youâre here.â
âI canât talk about it, Alex. Just do it to me. Please, just do it to me.â
âJust do what, Sarah?â
Silence.
âSay it, Sarah, or I canât help you.â
âSpank me.â
Sarah had been tearing up since his first harsh words, but he hadnât done anything to make her feel better. He was testing her. If she was going to run, she would do it now. He watched and waited, still behind his desk, using all his strength to remain still and look at her. The truth was he would have lacked this control if it werenât for the role heâd slipped into. As himself he would have comforted her, not driven her harder. In the role of director he could watch, impassive, as the battle waged inside her.
Then she ran, but not towards the door. No, she ran to him. He stood up and caught her in his arms, enveloping her as she collapsed on him and sobbed into his chest. It was a yearâs worth of tears and it had only just begun.
âThere, there, honey. Just so you know what kind of movie this is. Now Iâd like you to read a scene with me. Come on, sweetheart. Get a hold of yourself.â
It was hard for Sarah to stop crying when she felt like she was sinking deeper and deeper into the place that terrified her. She held onto Alex for dear life, looking up at him through teary eyes. Could she let herself go so completely with him? Could he be the rock that would anchor her in this storm?
He cradled her head in his hand and stroked her hair. It was a gesture that made her feel safe, the way a father might make his daughter feel safe, though Sarahâs father had never made her feel anything but empty.
âWeâre going to do the spanking scene. Weâll start after youâve arrived. Youâve come back to be punished for running away from the hero. You know heâs glad to have you back, but you also know that you have to face the consequences of the damage youâve done. He holds you in his arms as you cry, overcome by regret and fear. How you wish you had never left him, and how you wish you didnât have to get your spanking. Youâre so sorry, but he can only forgive you if he gets to show you how much it hurt. What youâve done has torn him up, and now he needs to make you endure the pain that you put him through. Can you understand that, Sarah?â
âYes.â
âHeâs going to make you take off your skirt and pull down your panties. Then heâll bend you over his lap and spank your bare bottom until your tears are all cried out. He knows you ran away because you were scared, that you couldnât take it. This time youâll want to run away, but