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you wonât be able to. Heâll show you that you can take so much more than you think. Heâll make you take it, Sarah. No matter how many times you give up or beg or resist, heâll make you take it.â
âBut Iâm sorry, Alex. Iâm so, so sorry. It canât be that harsh. I wonât make it. I wonât be able to. Itâll be like last year. I donât want to fail again. I donât want to disappoint you again. Please, donât make it so bad. Iâm sorry. I wonât do it again. I promise. I really do.â
âTake off your skirt, Sarah, and pull down your panties. Itâs time for your spanking.â
âBut please, Alex. I was so happy to see you. Letâs make it a happy day. Letâs not ruin it.â
âIâm not ruining it, Sarah. Iâm saving it. Iâm saving it from what you did last year.â
âBut why would I come back if it was going to hurt so much? I donât get it, Alex. Why?â
âI donât know, Sarah. Itâs your character. You tell me.â
âShe wants to close that chapter. She wants to put the unfinished business behind her. But why does he need to beat her for it? Why canât he just understand how hard it is for her?â
âI think she needs more than understanding. If understanding were all she needed, she wouldnât be here. You need to be more honest about these things, Sarah. Your case for leniency is unconvincing. In fact, Iâm not sure you know your character at all.â
âBut I do. I know she doesnât want to get the spanking you described. Itâs more than anyone could want.â
âThatâs bullshit, Sarah. Sheâs fantasized about this spanking her whole life. Youâre just too scared to go that deep inside her. Youâre too cowardly to find out what itâs like.â
His words stung. They hit home with Sarah â she had been called too scared before â and she did the only thing she knew to prove him wrong. She took off her skirt and lowered her panties so that the elastic waistband cut into her thighs. Cowardly? Go to hell.
âIâm ready. Show me what itâs like.â
The bravery was an act, a fuck-you to Alexâs arrogant judgment. Who was he to tell her what her problem was? He didnât even know her.
But he did. He was right and she had wanted this her whole life and she had run away last year because she was scared to go this deep, and the only thing left for her to do was this.
Like fastening your seatbelt before the roller coaster ride, bending over Alexâs lap was the last act Sarah would do of her own volition. It was an irreversible commitment. She had turned a corner. She felt him grip her firmly â having obviously learned his lesson last year â and she recognized that she had passed the point of no return.
The intellectual realization was one thing, but the physical sensation of Alexâs hand landing on her bare flesh was another. The way that patch of pale, tender skin stung changed everything. It felt as if her ass, so long the object of fantasy spankings, had come to be the center of her being. Now all she felt was the agonizing fire that raged as the spanking continued. The pain quickly made her frantic. She squirmed, wriggled and kicked, anything to slow down the rain of slaps, anything to protect the raw skin where his last slap had just landed.
But even though she was struggling, she wasnât trying to run away. Something about this was right. This was where she was meant to be. She wanted desperately for the pain to stop, but there was something compelling about it. It focused her completely. It was clean, like sharp glass, and cut through all the confusion that clouded her head. She could forget about all the negotiations and compromises, all the speculation and guesswork that went into human relations. Typically, the complexity of it all burdened her and took her