Rocchelli moving about the classroom, assisting students. I open the folder and scan the exam. Itâs longâfifty questionsâbut it doesnât look too hard. I take out a pencil and start with the first one, transposing a mini-composition.
After about half an hour I sit back and stretch. Through the glass I watch the woodwinds rehearsing. Mr. Rocchelli stands in front of them, leaning forward, arms in motion. He glances from the music to the students and back to the music. His whole body is moving. Itâs like heâs trying to draw music out of the students with his hands and arms. Heâs working hard. Eventually he drops his arms, and the students lower their instruments. He talks to them, though I canât hear what heâs saying. The students laugh, and then the instruments are back in their mouths and Mr. Rocchelliâs arms are in the air again. I notice a tattoo trailing down the inside of his right arm. With a bend of his knees, heâs back at itâthe music extractor. I smile and return to my exam. At least heâs one teacher who really gets into his job.
The next time I look up, Iâve finished the exam and the students are packing up their instruments. Iâm determined to ace this examâI have something to proveâso I return to the top of the first page and begin checking my answers. Thereâs a knock on the door, and Mr. Rocchelli pokes his head into the room. I see through the window that the portable has emptied.
âHowâs it going?â he asks.
âIâm done. Just checking it over.â
âGood girl. Bring it out when youâre finished.â
I nod.
A few minutes later I collect my things and leave the sound room. Mr. Rocchelli is back at his desk. Iâm aware of how quiet the portable has become while I was in the sound room. Creepy quiet.
Mr. Rocchelli leans back when he sees me approaching. I hand him the exam. He flips through the pages.
âSo what will I be doing in this class?â I ask.
He looks thoughtful for a moment. âI have something really special in mind,â he says. âBut maybe I should mark this before I tell you about it.â
âI passed.â
He chuckles. âYouâre one confident young woman.â
I try to mask my surprise. I donât think of myself as confident, not most of the time, but I do know my music theory.
âWe donât have theory class tomorrow,â he says, âso could you come back after school tomorrow to talk about your assignment?â
I think about that. It means staying late at school two days in a row, but Iâm intrigued now. Something really specialâ¦
âOkay.â
âGood. See you tomorrow.â
I turn and walk toward the door.
âHow are you liking the school?â he asks.
I pause and turn back, thinking about it. âItâs too soon to say, really,â I tell him. âBut I think itâll be okay.â
âI hope your experience will be better than okay.â
I donât know what to say to that, so I turn to leave again.
âAllegraâ¦â
I swing around.
âIâm sorry we got off to a rough start.â
âWhatever.â
âNo, seriously. I feel bad about being such a tyrant, but I really believe youâll be challenged in this class. Creatively challenged.â
I think he just wanted to be sure thereâd be enough students for the class to run, but I donât tell him that. âSee you tomorrow.â I escape quickly, not wanting to prolong the conversation. Thereâs something about him that makes me anxious.
I hear raised voices before I even enter the house. Letting myself in quietly, I stand in the hallway and listen.
âYou canât just drop in here any old time you please and tell me how to run my life!â My motherâs voice.
âIâm not doing that.â Dad. He sounds a little more reasonable. âIâm just