she dialed Zoeâs phone and then Emmaâs. No one answered.
âOh, God, please hurry!â Serena and Mackenzie reached for each otherâs hands, holding on as the cab picked up speed and began to cut and swerve through traffic for what felt like Mr. Toadâs Wild Ride.
E mma:
Darkness surrounds me. Fills me. Cushions me. I float in it. On it. Only pinpricks of sound. Muted. Mechanical.
Where am I?
Itâs all right, darling. You had a bit of a tussle with a delivery van
.
The
van won
.
Granâs voice. Calm. Steady. Like arms wrapped around me.
Iâm fairly certain you were taught to look both ways before crossing the street.
Am I dead?
There are no trumpets. No tunnel of whitelight. No hovering above my body.
Are you here to escort me to the âother sideâ?
Donât be so dramatic, dear.
Granâs voice delivers the favorite joke.
Itâs all right. Iâm here. Just as Iâve always been.
Zoe?
I hear footsteps. A voice. âMs. Michaels?â
Panic wells up when I canât respond.
Itâs all right, darling. Sleep. Gather your strength. Remember the show must always go on.
She launches into a campy version of Ethel Mermanâs âThereâs No Business Like Show Business.â Another inside joke weâve shared since I first found the original cast recording of
Annie Get Your Gun
at the cottage and practically wore a hole in the vinyl.
The footsteps retreat. I float in the darkness and realize that if Iâm talking to my grandmother, I must be dead.
Three
T he cabdriver kept his foot hard on the accelerator and a concerned expression on his face the entire drive, which passed in a nauseating blur. But all signs of empathy evaporated after he handed Serena her receipt, hauled the luggage out of the trunk, and set the whole collection of it on the curb. âSorry. Canât leave cab. Hope everything okay.â
Serena bit back a groan at the thought of dragging the hard-sided suitcases up the steps and through the hospital, but sheâd spotted Zoe slumped on a bench near the entrance.
âGive me your makeup case,â Mackenzie said as the driver made his escape. âThe rest is up to you.â She turned and rushed toward Zoe as only someone whoâd traveled lightly could. By the time Serena had dragged and bounced her luggage up to meet them, Mackenzie had Zoe wrapped in her arms and was holding her as she sobbed. Zoe had shot up another couple of inches since sheâd seen her a year ago and even in distress she was beautifulâan elongated, finely boned version of her mother. Or more precisely almost a clone of Emmaâs older sister Regan.
âWhereâs your mother?â Serena asked. âCan you take us to her?â
Zoe nodded and swiped at her tear-streaked face. âSheâs on the eighth floor. Sheâs . . . unconscious. And sheâs hooked up to all these machines.â She swallowed. âI could hardly understand what the doctor said. Except that her brain is all swollen.â
There were more tears as Mackenzie stifled a gasp. Serena shivered slightly as the seriousness of the situation sank in.
âThey called Rex and Eve even though I told them not to.â Her grandparentsâ first names sounded odd on Zoeâs lips. âBut someone at the ranch said theyâre on a roundup out in one of the canyons and wonât be back in cell range for a couple days.â She sounded closer to five than fifteen. âReganâs somewhere in eastern Europe on location and Nash . . .â She named Emmaâs actor/director brother, who was known for disappearing while immersing himself for a role. âNo one seems to know for sure where he is.â She sniffed and swiped again at her eyes. âIâm not old enough to make decisions.â
âCome on.â Serena stuffed the garment bag under one armpit. Her hands clenched around the suitcase