you been busy this morning?â I ask, and sound as if Iâm talking to my children.
âSteady,â Christian replies with a shrug. âI hoped youâd come back. Iâve been hoping all week.â
âWhy?â
âWhy?â He laughs. âDo you believe in fate, Ali?â
âNot really,â I say. I actually believe in paying your credit-card bills on time, washing strawberries before you eat them and always wearing clean underwear in case youâre involved in an accident that requires hospital treatment and showing a young, attractive doctor your pants. See my earlier discourse on the tooth fairy, if you want to be assured of my essentially skeptical and unromantic nature. âDo you?â
âOf course.â
I want to say, âBut thatâs because youâre a child and you havenât been worn away by the daily grind of just getting through life and your head is still filled with ideas and hopes and fanciful notions.â I donât, because behind that boyish facade there is a developing man and I donât want to crush his unfettered spirit. Not on a bright, sunny day like this. I turn and smile at him. âLetâsgo for the cake option instead,â I suggest, and he grins back and we head for the nearest place, which looks tatty, but at least has tables outside.
La Place Velma serves enormous cakes. Christian opts for the no-holds-barred full fruit stall on a cream doughnut affair. My children eat like horses and look like stick insects too. It isnât fair, is it? I plump for the more sedate strawberry tart and I think of my sister. Not because sheâs a tart, but because she called me one, if you remember. And I think at this moment she might be right. Although Iâm sure Christian isnât trying to impress me, because he dives straight into his cake and pulls bits out with his fingers, something Iâd go mental at if Elliott did it, and he has cream on the end of his nose and he must know but he seems entirely unconcerned. He eats with relish and is taking such joy in a simple cake that I canât stop watching him. It makes me smile. A smile that comes from deep down inside my tummy.
âWhere do you live?â Christian asks as he wipes his mouth.
âRichmond.â
âNice. Big house?â
I shrug. âYes. We bought it when property there cost an arm and just half a leg.â Iâm horrified. I sound as if Iâm talking to my bank manager, and can do nothing about it. âIt was a wreck when we bought it. Weâve done a lot of work.â
âYou and your husband?â
âYes.â
âAnd you travel in to your design studio every day.â
âItâs not my studio. I just work there. But, yes, I travel in every day.â And the weird thing is, Ed works just down the road. Well, in Soho. His office is a stoneâs throw from the Groucho Club. Very trendy address if youâre a media type. But, you know what? We never travel in together. Never. Well, once in a blue moon, but thatâs all. Edâs often out on location, I suppose, and he works later than I do, but itâs never occurred to us to meet up for lunch, and I always belt back the minute I finish to collect Elliott from his school, so a relaxed drink at the end of the day is out of the question. It seems such a waste. Maybe Iâll suggest it to him. I realize Iâm drifting and turn my attention back to Christian. âWhat about you?â
âNotting Hill,â he says. âWe get a great view of the carnival.â
âExpensive?â
âYeah. Where isnât?â He flushes slightly. âMy parents still help me out. Until I get myself settled, of course.â
âOf course.â
âIâll write down the address for you,â he says, scrabbling in his rucksack for a pen. And I wonder why on earth Iâll ever need to have his address. He grabs a business card from